I won't give up (Completed)

Chapter 25.

Hoseok's POV 

We ended up going to the back of the hospital which was thankfully empty but we could indeed hear the fans outside the main entrance. "We have to be quick. We don't want anyone following us." I told him and Tae nodded as we spotted the van and got inside.

"Buckle up." I told him as I was the one who was going to drive again. 

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When we got to the airport Tae received a message from Tori, telling him she had arrived. She was waiting outside and since we told her we were in the van, she knew exactly who we where as soon as she saw the van. 

"You know guys, for trying to be in disguise, this is not helping at all." Tori commented as she got in without thinking twice about it and closing the door. 

"We thought this helped. Trying to be 'casual'." Tae said as he hugged her and I hugged her too. She went to the back and buckled up as well. 

After I began to drive again I could tell Tori wanted to asks so many things. "Do you- um know anything?" She asked. 

I shook my head and so did Tae, until my phone began to vibrate, indicating that someone was calling me. Tae took it as I kept driving. "Who is it?" I asked him. 

"Suga." That means they have news. 

"Put him on speaker." Tae did and said 'hi' before Suga began to talk. 

"Guys are you here yet?" He didn't sound good. In the background I could hear crying. My heart began to race as I thought of the worst. 

"We are about 30 minutes away." I replied as I accelerated just a bit, we had no idea what he was going to say next. 

"She regain consciousness but is still in a critical condition... They are trying their hardest to keep her stable but it's getting harder by the minute. She lost too much blood and she has a lot of glass all over her body from the car window." He explained and I heard Tori taking a deep breathe. I saw her through the review mirror as she put a hand over her mouth. 

"We'll be there as fast as we can." I told him. 

"Don't crash too, okay? Just get here safely." With that we said bye and Tae ended the call. 

"A-Are we going to lose her?" Tori asked to no one in particular, she probably didn't want an answer. I don't think I have an answer myself. But I had a very bad feeling right now. 

With that, none of us talked for the rest of the ride back to the hospital, where hopefully, Maya will be okay. 

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Tori's POV 

This can't be happening. I haven't seen Maya in so long, and the last time we saw each other we got into an argument and I made her feel like I didn't care because I never went back to her. 

Although the idea of the boys coming here was mine, I, myself didn't come. She may still think I hate her or something and I can't lose her now thinking that. 

"Hey, are you okay?" Tae asked as we walked through the back door of the hospital and straight towards Maya's floor. I could see the boys already, Jungkook was a mess. "Tori?" 

"Sorry- um... can we not talk now?" I asked him and he nodded as he just hold my hand tightly and I was grateful for him, he was understanding that this was a difficult moment for me. 

As we got closer to the group, a doctor was coming towards them as well. The guys wanted to say hi to me but when they saw the doctor coming they stopped. I saw Jimin holding hands with Jungkook, trying to make him have some type of support. "Doc, do you have anymore news?" Suga asked. "Is she stable now?" 

However, what the doctor said next changed my whole world completely. He put his notes away and looked at us with sadness in his eyes. "We tried everything we could- I'm sorry, she passed away." 

The tiredness came over me and I felt like I was about to pass out. Thankfully Tae hold onto me as I felt the waterfall begin. 

I've never lost someone in my life. My parents are alive, although they divorced. My grandpa died but I was very little so I can't really remember him. My grandma is still alive, but aunts and let's say that everyone in my family is very much healthy. 

I've never lost someone. 

I didn't know how it felt to lose someone. 

Sure, I've gotten into fights with friends before and I've ended up not being friends with them anymore, but no one has ever- died. I never thought that the first person to ever give me that feeling would be Maya. 

Memories of us came to my mind as soon as those awful words came from the doctors mouth. Happy memories, sad memories, amazing memories. 

I won't be able to have more memories with her and the worst part is that I'll never be able to tell her how sorry I am. I won't be able to hug her again. 

I couldn't even comprehend how everyone else was reacting. I just couldn't register it. I came here in hopes to see her again and make up the time that we wasted by getting into that stupid fight. 

And still, I won't ever be able to make up for it. 

"Shhh it's gonna be fine." I heard Tae say as he hugged me, trying to console my cries. Nothing will ever be okay after this. 

She was everything to me. She was the sister I never had. 

She was a true friend. 

Now the worst thing is that I'll have to call her family. I never texted them to tell them that she was in a critical condition. I never got the guts to do it and I thought that when I got here she would be okay and we would go home and she would see her family and everything was going to be fine. 

It won't, nothing is ever going to be fine. 

What is her family going to think? How are they going to react at the news that the youngest of them died? 

She only had 23 years old... she wasn't supposed to die. It wasn't supposed to be 'her time'. 

I still can't understand why she would sacrifice herself for Jin and Jungkook. Maybe if the impact hadn't come completely into her side, she would've survive. 

The world is never going to be okay again after this.