I won't give up (Completed)

Chapter 14.

Maya's POV 

I'm so confused. 

"I'm serious... how did I ended up here? Wasn't I at home?" I ask and tried to stand up but my back hurts so much. 

"Hey hey take it slow." Hobi said as he put a pillow to support my back. "I thought you were okay with your back." 

"Uh.. I guess it has to do with the nightmare or well memory I had before waking up." I answered and I began to feel self conscious as all the boys were looking at me with so much concern in their eyes. 

I hate being the center of attention, I just want to go back to my apartment. 

"Do you guys mind giving us some space?" Hobi asked as he looked at the others. He honestly does know me the best. 

"Can I stay?" Jungkook asked as he looks at me and although I was still confused as to why I'm here, I nodded. I guess it wouldn't harm anyone if he's here. 

I can feel that Hobi was not okay with it by the face he made, but I don't care. 

When everyone left, they both sat down more comfortably besides me, still looking at me as if they were pitying me. "Can you stop looking at me like that?" 

Jungkook looked away and Hoseok changed his facial expression, almost as if he was seeing me for the first time again. "Sorry." He said, "I just- I don't understand what you are doing Maya." 

"What do you mean?" I obviously know what he means, the last time they saw me I told them I was okay... clearly now I'm not. 

"Why where you at the store buying medicine?" Jungkook asked as he took out a bag filled with packages of pills. 

Wait a minute... I think I remember now. I met up with him by accident on the store and tried to run away, making everything fall down and that's when my mind went blank. 

"Uh..." 

"Don't try to avoid the question Maya, we also searched for what those pills are. Why- why are you anorexic?" Hoseok ask and to be honest I felt offended. They were thinking I wanted to be this way. 

"Do you think I planned this? Do you think I wanted to be like this?" I asked them and my eyes began to water as I looked at them in disbelief. "I didn't plan any of this." 

"So are you telling me that you also didn't plan on fighting with Tori?" Hobi asked again, not believing me. I must admit, Tori's fight I was waiting for it to come, but I never thought it would happen that way. 

"I never thought it would happen that way but guess what? She hasn't even tried to look for me, so I guess I did the right thing by stop being her friend." I said and avoided looking at them. 

"Why do you think we are here in New Zealand? Out of all the other places in the world?" Jungkook then asked, taking me by surprise. He was being so quiet before, I have no idea what he was thinking, but now I'm surprised that he talked. 

I looked at him with curious in my eyes. "Tori asked your family where you had moved and they told her here. So the boys made it their mission to come here and find you. To take you back home." 

"What?" 

"Yes, she never stopped worrying about you Maya. She loves you. You are still her best friend." 

My heart felt like it broke in that moment. They are all here because they knew I was here. Because Tori told them I was here and they want to bring me back home. 

"I-I'm sorry I made you come all the way over here for nothing." I said as I decided to stand up. Even though my back hurts still, I need to go back to my apartment. "Thank you Jungkook for buying the medicine for me. Here's the money I owe you." I took out my wallet from my pocket and gave it to him. 

Hoseok and Jungkook both looked confused. "What are you doing?" 

"I'm going back to my apartment. You can all go back to Seul and keep living your life." I replied as I headed towards the door but someone took me by my wrists, stoping me from leaving. 

"Don't make this more difficult than what it has to be. Don't you see? We all care about you, we can't let you go that easily." It was Jungkook and my heart stopped beeting for a moment. 

"I've already cause too much trouble. You are all better without me on your way." I separated my wrists from Jungkook's hand, even though my heart loved the feeling of the contact I had with him. 

"Maya stop this." I then heard Jin say before I was making my way towards the door. My heart was hurting so much, but I just can't let them see me like this, so I kept my back facing them. "Listen to what Jungkook said and what Hoseok and all of us are feeling right now. You can't just walk away and expect us to let you." 

"Please, let us help you." Namjoon said.