I won't give up (Completed)

Chapter 11.

Maya's POV 

Deep breathes Maya, deep breathes. 

In and out, in and out. 

I tried to imagine Tori telling me to follow her breathe but it did not help. 

I was by the corner of the grocery shop, since I couldn't even see straight. I haven't eaten in what feels like forever and work has been making me dizzy. 

That's why I came. I searched on google ways in which I could eat without actually eating and it recommended me a bunch of pills that I was hoping would help me. 

I just can't seem to bring myself to eat anymore. 

What's the point anyway? 

But just what I needed, I ran into Jungkook. 

And he just had to recognize me. 

As I had my eyes closed, I didn't noticed a guy coming towards me until he spoke "Awww what do we have here?" 

He was clearly drunk, I could feel it in his breathe. He was way too close to me. 

"E-Excuse me-" This was not helping my situation and I felt like I could faint any moment. 

"Where do you think you are going bitch?" He asked as he slammed me against the very hard wall, making me groan as I shut my eyes. 

I'm so weak, I can't defend myself. 

"P-Please just leave me alone." I muttered as he was pressing his nasty lips against my cheeks, even sticking his tongue out making me want to gag so bad. 

"Why? I'm just getting started." He said and I could see his smirk as his hands went down to my pants, making me shiver. 

"Please-" I tried to push him away but I couldn't. I really I'm weak. 

Maybe after this I just really should give up. 

"SHE SAID TO LEAVE HER ALONE!" I heard someone yell suddenly and the guy was thrown to the floor. 

The other guy who yelled who's voice I couldn't recognize, began to punch him and I should've just run, but I felt my eyes beginning to give up on me. My legs were shaking and I had no strength. 

My legs gave up on me as I fall to the concrete floor, the stars in my eyes becoming stronger. 

"Maya, Maya stay with me." I heard the guy who saved me say and in that moment I could see a bit of his face. 

"J-Jungkook?" 

"Yes, stay with me." 

"NO- NO leave me alone-" I tried to tell him but he wouldn't listen. 

"I'm not leaving you in this state. After I take care of you, you can just run away again. But I won't let you be alone, not when you are like this." 

My breathing began to accelerate again, my brain trying to register the movement that Jungkook was doing. He took me bridal style and was now taking me somewhere. 

"W-Where are you taking me?" I asked him. 

"A house me and the boys are staying at." He told me and my head began spinning again suddenly. "Hey, hey don't close your eyes." 

I felt him running, but that just made me dizzier. 

"I'm sorry." I whisper and even though in the moment I didn't know why I was sorry, deep down I knew. 

I had failed them all. And myself, for letting me get to this point. 

For giving up.