Sexual attraction can't be ignored (Teacher/student JDM FanFic)

Chapter 19

Jeffrey was already parked up waiting when you got round the corner.

You hesitated and took a deep breath before climbing in the car.

"Hey" he smiled, he seemed nervous.

"Hey" you replied. The rest of the drive was silent.

Jeffrey jumped out of the car and hurried round to open your door for you. But you'd already climbed out.

"I've got it" you told him, he sighed but lead you up the drive.

He shut the door and you hovered in the hallway awkwardly. Even though you had been there before, it somehow felt different. That wasn't the sofa where you had kissed anymore, that was the sofa where he could have kissed Lucy.

"Do you want to sit?" He asked, you shuck your head.
"I'm not staying" you told him, wrapping your arms around yourself.
"Grace" he sighed, reaching out to you. You flinched and he stopped "please let me touch you"

"I can't let you touch me without picturing you touching her" you confessed.

"Do you not think you're being a little unfair?" He asked, you looked up at him annoyed "you've been kissing another guy all time we've been seeing each other"

"That was different and you know it" you defended.

He took another few steps towards you, you stepped back each time until your back was against the wall.

"Why did you agree to come here if you wont even let me near you" he sighed.

"Did you just think you'd get me in here and everything would go back to the way it was?!" You exclaimed.

"No but I didn't expect you to be so hostile" he groaned

"Sorry Jeffrey but I can't even sit on your sofa without wondering if that's where you fucked her!" You yelled

Before you could blink he had closed the space between you and his lips were on yours. Your body betrayed you and you kissed him back, only for a second, before you came to your senses and pushed him away.

"Stop" you told him, putting your fingers to your lips, hating the way they tingled and how good that had felt.

"God I've missed you" he smirked and tried to lean in again but you put your hand up to stop him. This made his smiled wider, as if it was a challenge. His hands found your waist and he pulled you against him, trying to snake around your hand to kiss you again. You bit your lip to stifle a moan as your hips collided with his. How was this man affecting you like this when you were still mad at him? The truth was.....you weren't mad anymore. With your other free hand you pushed his arm away and fell away from him, walking backwards towards the front door.

He followed.

"No" you told him, still holding your hand out in front of you.

"I know you want me" he teased. You fumbles around with your other hand behind you for the door handle. You turned your head to locate it and when you turned back to look at him, he had closed the gap once again and took your face in his hands, kissing you so passionately that you stumbled backwards, pressed against the front door, his hands either side of your head. You clutched at his shirt, it was instinct to get closer to him. You craved contact with his body. You craved him.

"No" you tried to say between kisses, and ducked under his arm, stumbling to the other side of the hallway. "This is not happening" you told him.

"It seems like it is" he smirked and leant against the wall, looking pleased with himself.

"You don't get to use that against me" you said, gesturing to his body.

"You definitely enjoyed it being against you" he chuckled and you couldn't help but smile.

"I need a drink" you groaned.

"Water?" He asked, walking past you into the kitchen, letting his hand graze your waist as he walked past.

"Definitely something stronger" you sighed and he chuckled again as you followed him into the kitchen.

"Better?" He asked after you took a large gulp of wine.

"Yeah" you laughed "but this is not going to help with my self control"

"Have a top up" he smirked trying to pour more into your glass.

"Jeffrey" you laughed, pulling your glass away.

"God I've missed your laugh" he smiled, reaching across to tuck your hair behind your ear. The smile fell from your face and you pulled away.

"You really fucking hurt me Jeff" you told him.

"I know" he sighed "I'm sorry" you were leaning against the breakfast bar in his kitchen, opposite one another. Head resting on your hand, elbow on the counter.

"Why did you do it?" You asked, a lump forming in your throat.

"After that lesson when we flirted a little" he started "I figured we were getting back on track, that you must have told Stewart it wasn't working and we could finish what we started"
You took another sip of wine while you listened. "I realised i couldnt wait until Monday and i knew you had a lunch and then a free period so wanted to catch you before you left. Thats when I saw you" his eyes were filling with tears. You reached across and took his hand. He took a deep breath and continued. "Man when I saw the two of you kissing, my whole world fell apart. I was reeling with emotion, pain, anger, jealousy, betrayal. I turned to go back to my room and there she was, walking towards me. You know how she flirts. And in that moment I needed comfort in someone. So when she started flirting and telling me how much fun we could have, I asked her if she wanted to go somewhere private and she didn't even hesitate. I wanted to feel wanted and she offered that. As soon as the high of it all wore off, guilt set in. I felt dirty. I got dressed and told her I'd take her home"

"That's the bit I saw" you whispered, he nodded.

"Grace when you told me that he kissed you in a last minute attempt to change your mind I knew what a huge mistake I'd made. I messed up big time and I know I've got so much making up to do. Please just let me try to earn your trust again"

"I can do that" you replied, with a small smile. "And I'm sorry that you had to see that kiss. I ran after you straight away to explain, I even ran out to the car park. But I was too late"

"I never meant to hurt you" he whispered and a single tear fell down his cheek. You squeezed his hand.

"I know" you replied.

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