Sexual attraction can't be ignored (Teacher/student JDM FanFic)

Chapter 4

Jeff's POV - basically the last chapter but his side, you will find out why he went cold on Grace
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I couldn't stop thinking about her. It was driving me insane, she was a student, it wasn't right for me to be that attracted to her but the effect she had on me was unmistakable, I wanted her, no matter the consequences. I'd known the girl two days and she made me feel like that, I couldn't wait to see how she made me feel when I really got to know her.

I had rung her that morning, asking her to come in. It was reckless using my position to get her home number but I couldn't help myself. Of course, she had agreed. I was pacing all morning, waiting for her, I had no idea what time she would arrive, but I cleared my schedule so I would be there when she did. It was only lower sixth in so I had no students to deal with, she would have my full attention, she always would.

I was sat at my desk, trying to distract myself with paperwork when I could fell someone watching me and from the warm fuzzy feeling in my stomach, I knew it would be her. I looked up, already smiling. She blushed and smiled back, letting herself into my room.

I was nervous, I didn't know why, my voice was shaky when I greeted her, hers mirrored mine. She was wearing those jeans again, that made her arse look incredible, and the crop top she wore left little to the imagination, the amount of flesh on show made me want her more.

"Why am I here Jeffrey?" She asked sitting opposite me giving me full view of her cleavage "what is this?"

"Wow straight to the point" I laughed trying hard not to stare at her chest

"Seriously" She replied, I didn't know what to say

"You look beautiful" I blushed trying to show her why she was here without having to spell it out.

"Stop changing the subject" She moaned which was incredibly cute, but she blushed and smirked back "it's all for you" I fidgeted in my seat not sure what to say to that, those words affected me. However, I imagined her saying them in a completely different situation, one I shouldn't fantasise about with a student.

"I can't fight this much longer" I sighed more to myself than her

"Jeff we've known each other 5 minutes" She exclaimed, that hurt, she obviously wasn't as affected by me as I was by her.

"Don't pretend you don't feel it too" I snapped hurt and angry "you wouldn't have come if you didn't"

"I won't deny I'm attracted to you but you're my tutor and I barely know you" She explained, she was right she didn't know me, but being her tutor I was the one with everything to lose, she shouldn't have to worry about that.

"We can get to know each other" I said "let's go out tonight" I was practically begging

"I'd love to but I'm busy tonight" She sighed sounding disappointed, but nowhere near as gutted as I felt

"Doing what?" I quizzed, it was none of my business but I hated to think she had a date with someone, especially not that Scottish boy.

"Going out with Neve" She replied, I was relieved 

"Oh" I sighed trying to hide my pure relief

"But you will give whatever this is a chance?" I asked, now I really was begging

"I want nothing more than to spend time with you" She admitted, that was the best thing I had ever heard, maybe she did feel the same about me.

I smirked, stood and held out my hand. She took it and electric pulses shot up my arm, and this time we didn't let go, holding her hand felt natural. I pulled her up maybe a little rough because he body crashed into mine, like the way we first met but I couldn't control myself around her. I looked down into her eyes, I drowned in the gorgeous blue. I stroked her cheek with the back of my hand, needing to touch her, but having to settle for flesh above her clothing. I ran my finger over her lower lip, hungry to taste it. She opened her eyes and by the panic in them, I knew people were walking past. Luckily they didn't see us, she pulled me towards the wall between the two windows out of view. I ran my hands over her collarbone, imagining the things I would do to her. But realising this was not going to be easy, we had nearly been caught already and we hadn't done anything yet. No matter the pull she had on me, did I really want to risk my job when I wasn't sure she was as into me as I was her. She was my student and I wasn't willing to risk my career to be blown off when she got a better offer. All I wanted to do was kiss her, but I fought it, she clearly had the same idea and her hand on my chest was tempting me, I wanted to take her home and dominate her, but I wasn't prepared to make the first move. I leaned down, our lips were millimetres apart I was teasing her, as much as I wanted to, I would not kiss her today. She closed her eyes anticipating the kiss, I smirked at this, she was going to have to work harder for it.

I turned off my emotions and heartlessly pied her off,
"You should probably go now" I whispered and returned to my desk, unable to look at her as the hurt in her eyes would kill me and change my mind instantly, I couldn't risk that. She stormed out of my room and I hit my desk in frustration, kicking a chair across my room. A girl had never affected me in this way before.

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