Sexual attraction can't be ignored (Teacher/student JDM FanFic)

Chapter 25

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Jeffrey POV

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This changed things.

I wanted her, god I wanted her so badly. But knowing I would be her first, changed things.

It made me question everything. Was I taking advantage of her, was I abusing my position of power?

She was looking up at me, still not answering, she looked embarrassed. That wasn't my intention. 

I climbed off the bed and grabbed my shirt, handing it to her. She looked hurt but took it from me and pulled it over her head.

"Are you mad at me?" she asked

"No darling" I reassured her, placing my hand against her face and stroking her cheek with my thumb. "Just shocked"

"why?" she giggled "do I look like the type to sleep around?"

"Definitely not" I smirked "more shocked that you hadn't told me"

"It hadn't come up" she blushed "It's not exactly something you can just throw into conversation" she continued "Hey Jeffrey, how was you day? By the way I'm a virgin"

"No I guess not" I chuckled, pulling her into a hug. 

"I'm sorry" she whispered

"What for?" I asked, stroking her hair

"Ruining the mood" she sighed, I pulled away and held her shoulder so I could look at her.

"You did not kill the mood Grace" I told her "I want you to be ready"

"I was ready" she blushed "but you stopped"

"You froze babe" I whispered "you were scared"

"Of course I was scared" she giggled "Its a big deal and it will probably hurt"

"I just want you to be sure I'm the person you want to give it to" I sighed "We've had a lot going on, you need a clear head to make that decision"

"Jeffrey do you not think I've thought about this from the moment we kissed" she aske me, her voice soft "It's all I've thought about when I've been alone with my thoughts at night"

"Really?" I asked surprised,

"Yes" she laughed "your first time is a huge deal to a girl, I know it's not the same for guys, so its something I've considered on several occasions"

"And I just ruined it" I groaned

"No Jeff" she smiled "you just demonstrated why I want it to be you" this time I blushed "you care, you're considerate, you're ridiculously attractive and you absolutely adore me"

"I can confirm most of that" I laughed 

"So I guess we just see what happens, build up to it, when the times right we'll know" she told me.

I cupped her face and kissed her deeply

"I very much enjoyed coming home to you today" I told her

"I very much enjoyed being woken up by your kisses" she blushed "I've missed your kisses"

"Well someone decided we were taking it slow again" I chuckled

"Why would anyone want that" she giggled, I wrapped her in a tight hug and we snuggled on the bed for a while. 

"Anyway" I whispered after a while, "To what do I owe the pleasure of coming home to you?"

"Was that okay?" she asked quickly "Me letting myself in?"