You say you love me then you're taken away from me,
Not that you care but I'm constantly tortured by your memory,
I'm always Remembering all those things you did to me,
The bullying, the fighting, the constantly denying everything that you did,
The letting me down, The putting me down, again and again,
I fought back till I had nothing left to fight for,
You broke and you stole everything from me,
You said you love me but really you hate me.
Love? What even is that? What does it feel like?
I've never experienced it.Is it bliss is it peaceful? A break from your constant deceitful?
Is it safe? You killed every ounce of happiness I had.
Destroying it with your bare hands.
Ripping my happiness from me, emotionally and mentally.
The pain of love that's a silly little thing,
A concept that is forgot,
Nobody cares when it sting, sting stings,
You act like you're the fucking precious King,
The big I am,
Well Mister, Here's the thing.
I think we shoulda been over,
Back in November,
When you'd said you'd gone and found somebody new,
But then again you came back and cried boo hoo!
Me being me,
Led by my sympathy,
Gave another chance from my emotional trance,
You had your last trial,
Even though you're full of denial,
We're over, the pain of love I'll get through,
Don't care if I break your tiny stone heart,
I played my part,
The pretty little wife,
Cleaning and cooking,
Washing and Looking,
Secretly holding up a knife,
To your back.
So now you can pick up the slack
I'm done with the pain of love,
Never once saw a little white dove,
The symbol that there's still hope,
When really I can't cope,
Not anymore,
I'm walking out your door!
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An Escape From Reality (Original Music)
RandomI write my songs for an escape from reality, A secret place I go to gain some sanity, Where I can stop thinking about the rate of mortality, Come to terms with my sexuality and gender identity, Find a better, stronger and calmer mentality, A safer s...
