Magnetic
Don't know what it is about you
But after everything you put me through
I'm falling again
Got no time on my hands
But still
I'm wanting you
You've got this control over me
Why can't I breathe
Please just make it stop
Gotta let go of my feelings
And I need to let go
Of you
You're no good for me
You're not what I need
Try to stop and you pull me back
It's so much harder to run
These feelings ain't fun
Please just make it stop
Let me go please I'm begging you
This is not what I want to do
Anymore
But I'm your prisoner
You've got this magnetic hold over me
And I can't let it go
You need to let me go
Let me move on
And run this show
Self harm ain't the way to survive
So now I've gotta learn to fly
Flying instead of falling
I don't need your number no more
I won't be calling you anymore
I'm letting go
You can't hold onto me
I am stronger than you may believe
I've gotta find my feet
Gotta make my own way
At the end of the day
I'm growing up
And I don't need you
Anymore
Leaving you at the door
I'm falling again
I thought this was the end
But yet again I'm trapped
My wings are just crumbling
I am giving up
But inside I know that I've gotta stay strong
And keep moving on
Even when it seems hard
I've gotta remember
To keep looking forwards
Forget when they're calling
Don't let them have any
Control over me no more
I'm taking back the reigns
What's mine is now mine again
You don't own me
Yeah you don't even know me
I'm not that broken girl
I'm standing tall and proud
No you won't hear me fall
And if I do I'll get up and roar
This journey you've put me through
Has shown me what I want to do
So now I've gotta follow it through
Ain't got no ties leading me back to you
So you don't know me
So you don't own me
I'm cutting these ties
Refuse to cry
Over you now
I'm not that little girl
The one you could push around
Try that I'll stand my ground
Cause you don't know me now
I am loud and proud
Proud to be me
Talk of my feelings
Flying not falling
I am proud
Proud to stand my ground
Won't take your beatings
Not gonna listen
Cause I know
What you say isn't true
That was the old me
This is the new me
Cutting all these ties
I've grown up now
Me and you have grown apart
Through our history
But yet you still come back to haunt me
Life is a mystery
But I'm gonna find my feet
And stand tall
Magnetic bonds aren't all
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An Escape From Reality (Original Music)
AcakI write my songs for an escape from reality, A secret place I go to gain some sanity, Where I can stop thinking about the rate of mortality, Come to terms with my sexuality and gender identity, Find a better, stronger and calmer mentality, A safer s...
