I'm just a 'girl', but really I'm a boy
Always faking a smile, just a smart ploy
I use to show I'm okay, when really I'm not
Suffering in silence, letting my emotions rot
I've got issues and everyone does too
But baby I need help and so do you
Can we take a moment to hide our problems,
Everyone separated into two columns,
The naughty and the nice, or the smart and the dumb,
But really hun it doesn't matter just pick one!!
Always in the bottom, never at the top the sloppiest slop
Dying inside coz of body dysphoria and eating disorders
Won't eat anything for days then weeks,
Giving my diets a lot of little tweaks,
Just trying to find the one that makes me better,
Skinner and fitter smarter and prettier
All the things I'm not
I'm the fat one
I'm the dumb one
I'm the ugly one
I'm the slow one
That's me
I'm the fat one
The ugly one
The dumb one
The slow one
I starve myself to feel something,
My friends try to help me eat,
But really I want to admit defeat,
Hide in the shade and out of the way,
Let my disorders kill me,
Just set all my demons free,
Body dysphoria!
Eating Disorder!
Gender Dysphoria!
Homophobia!
Transphobia!
The systems broken
Demolition and rehabilitation.
That's the best way forward
Cut our losses and push on
I'm all on my own
You left and now everyone's gone
Shepherds and sheep, follow the leader
Am I good enough for you?
Am I thin enough for you?
Am I smart enough for you?
Am I pretty enough for you?
Am I kind enough for you?
If I'm not screw you
Pack your bags and leave
I DONT need you
I wanna be seen
I wanna be heard
I want you to recognise me
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An Escape From Reality (Original Music)
RandomI write my songs for an escape from reality, A secret place I go to gain some sanity, Where I can stop thinking about the rate of mortality, Come to terms with my sexuality and gender identity, Find a better, stronger and calmer mentality, A safer s...
