An Escape From Reality (Original Music)

If I Died Song

My mind is going back to the start,

The night you left,

When my world fell apart,

Now I have this unimaginable pain in my chest,

Oh please come back to me,

I'm sorry for hurting you,

So my heart can keep beating,

I pushed you away and then you flew,

Please just forgive me and let me in,

In to your heart to love once more.

Waking up in the morning and I'm hurt again,

Don't want to keep breathing,

Crying out everyday from the pain I'm in,

Don't want to keep feeling,

Not everything is built to last,

Somethings they fall apart,

And they break like glass,

I know I have a good heart,

But I care too much,

And that's why it hurts,

My body hurts to the touch,

Now I know that you were my first,

My first hurt and my first love.

Times goes so fast,

What was once is now is was,

Without you here,

I'm on my own,

When I sat out on my own,

High on what was our love,

That now is gone,

Flew away with the dust,

Can I close my eyes,

Just one last time,

To say goodbye.

Woke up this morning and I'm sad again,

You just left with no goodbye,

Help me not to feel this agonizing pain,

Now I'll go back to crying and being shy,

Hiding behind my strong façade,

Now I'm all alone,

Lost in the rain,

With no way home.

What would you do if I died tonight?

Would you care that you drove me to it,

I'd leave like you did with no goodbye,

Then you could be the one to feel like shit,

If I took those pills and swallowed them down,

That I would drown on my own breath,

I'd hold out my hand and the angels would take it,

I would suffocate with nothing left,

They'd lead me away from this life,

And I could be dead at last,

Wouldn't have to live no more,

The pain would be gone.

I can't stand the thought of letting go,

I mean I want to die but what about them,