An Escape From Reality (Original Music)

Dark Humor Song

My minds gone dark,

I am not okay,

I am losing my spark,

Do you feel the same?

I am broken not worthy,

I wish that he fixed me,

I'm losing the light in my eyes,

Everybody laughs at me when I cry.

My mind tells me if I died,

Nobody would care,

Every time I lied,

They'd attack me,

I want to be free,

Free from my misery,

Wished I could be happy,

Using my dark humor to cope,

Knowing one day I'll walk of the rope.

Dark humor, dark humor using it like a plaster,

Covering up my scars and my bruises,

Leaving him to be the one that chooses,

If I'd live or die, too tired to survive,

Bullies tear you down but sometimes you have to stand your ground,

I'm going to kill myself and nobody cares,

One day I fear I'll run out of tears,

And my only option will be to disappear.

I throw up my food and I never feel good,

Always feeling ugly and fat,

Everybody calls me rude,

And a big rat,

But nobody thinks how this would affect me,

My mental health is plummeting,

My physical health is dying,

Can you help me fix my dying soul,

Will you get the glue and put them together,

Can you fix me up,

So I don't break down,

Can you hold me close,

So I don't explode,

Will you say you love me,

So I don't let go?

If I could have one last laugh,

The ones that made everyone smile,

It would make my life worthwhile,

If I could have one last hug,

The ones that calmed me down,

Then I'd feel as if I had a crown,

If I could have one last smile,

The ones that warmed my heart,

I could begin to start, letting go,

I'd do it all, (all) for just one more,

But I know I'm just 8 years late,

To get what I needed but I hope that you did.

Since you left, my heart started to ache,

Since you left, my body became depressed,

And since you left, I've lost a lot of people,

So tonight can you come back to me,