I won't talk shit about you,
Like you know you do,
We fucked around for a few,
But that was never really new,
I Knew we'd never get through,
We could never start anew,
Even though we both knew,
It would just end in blue.
I know I'd be happier without you,
I wish I was happier around you,
But I know I need to leave you,
So I can be happier,
And you can be happier,
With someone new,
And then we both won't be so blue,
And we can be happier,
Be so happier.
I wish it wasn't hard like this,
I wish we could both give it a miss,
Get rid of all this pain and shit,
So we can be happier in this world,
Happier in this world,
Why can't I be happier,
Like you,
Happier.
I am happier when I'm away from you,
Wish I was happier when I was closer to you,
I wish I could explain it better to you,
In my messed up mind,
It's a howling storm,
Never peace never calm,
I wish it wasn't true,
You always manage to scare me to death.
But now I realize I am wasting my breathe,
You only listen to your goddamn friends,
I was never good enough for you,
You always found something better,
I would never treat you this shit,
I wanna leave you alone,
But something is drawing me to your home,
I have never told anyone anything bad.
You were my everything,
You just make me fucking sad,
I can't waste the time I don't have,
You ruined everything I had that was good,
You have always said you were misunderstood,
You have made all my personal moments your own,
So I beg of you just fucking leave me alone,
I just wanna die at home.
Let me die at home,
All alone.
Let me be happier.
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An Escape From Reality (Original Music)
De TodoI write my songs for an escape from reality, A secret place I go to gain some sanity, Where I can stop thinking about the rate of mortality, Come to terms with my sexuality and gender identity, Find a better, stronger and calmer mentality, A safer s...