An Escape From Reality (Original Music)

Unsaid Memories Song

This Song Is Very Personal To Me. 8 years of hurt, of pain and of longing. It's written for my uncle who passed on the 9th of January 2015 ,of cancer, when I had turned 7 a few months before. I still remember that night when I felt a part of me had died. So please read, enjoy and visualize unsaid memories. A tribute.

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I'm not that little girl,

Who used to sit and play,

Silently in the corner,

Whilst you grownups talked,

Keeping secrets,

From the rest of us.

How you grownups talked,

When we were young,

Not having a care in the world,

Oh how the times have come to change,

I'm not that shy little seven year old girl,

I'm that independent silent fifteen year old girl,

But I'm not an ordinary girl,

I'm not that happy little one,

Who sat around and run,

I hide away in my room,

Breaking down at the thought of you.

Spending All My Nights,

Locked in my room,

Staring At the walls,

So I didn't think of you,

And how you hurt me,

Even though I know,

You didn't mean to.

But words hurt and actions burn,

That Night made my stomach churn,

And lights fade so the darkness comes,

It leaves me to be the one that runs,

I thought I would see you for the whole of my life,

I thought you would be there when I sang for everyone,

But you weren't and it burned,

And now I'm here, I'm standing here,

Can't run away have to face my fear.

Oh you're gone you're dead,

I'm alone and so I bled,

Every night for the past eight years,

Since I was told,

That you weren't here,

That you had died,

And I refused to cry.

My eyes were the only ones dry in the room,

They Told me you had gone,

And instantly I knew,

You'd spread your wings and flew,

Like an angel like a bird.

That day everything had changed,

That day something inside of me,

Snapped and I broke,

And the demons inside awoke,

And I grew dark,

Losing my happy spark,