Getting Away From Him

Diesel ~POV

I don't know what is about her but I loose my cool. I didn't want to stop kissing her lips and claim all of her as mine. I feel like a mad man wanting to cage her in my heart and not allow her out for anyone else to see or touch. The way she melt into me while I devoured her lips and held her so close. I only have known her for a couple of days, but damn she has me hypnotized to her. I hurry to work knowing I'm going to see her and hear her angelic voice. I'm a selfish man and don't care that being with me will put her in some danger, since I'm the clubs president and there's a lot of enemies out there. How do I let her go out of my mind heart and soul? To even imagine her with another man pisses me off to no end. Knowing that there's someone else loving her and kissing her lips and holding her, makes me not be able to catch my breath. Call it an obsession but I call it faith. I know she thinks I'm always mad, but seriously how can't I not be when she is showing of her delicious looking body. She has curves in the right places and not just a petite girl no she's a thicker skinny woman. Her body screams Pure woman and just the way she carries herself screams Boss. How can't any sane man want a female like that by his side.

I came in earlier than most days, and man when I say I'm in a drought I mean it. Having blue balls is not fun at all. I wanted to be here early to have some alone time with my lady and enjoy a nice cup of coffee and some donuts. Get to know her better than just physical attraction. I bought the guys some coffee and donuts too. I'm currently sitting at her desk waiting for her like a lost puppy. All I hear is the door jingling. I get up and twist the door knob open, she looks so beautiful. She doesn't wear a lot of makeup mostly lip gloss and some mascara. She has on a pair of jeans on a turquoise shirt on with a gray cardigan on. We stood there staring at each other for a few seconds when I cleared my throat and moved aside. "I got everyone breakfast today. I put your coffee on your desk, I wasn't sure how you take it. and got some donuts."

"Oh, thank you. That's so sweet of you. I hadn't had any breakfast so thank you again. Do you want to sit with me and have our coffee and donuts together. I hate eating alone."

I'm glad she read into my plans, of course I wanted to sit with her and enjoy our quiet time together.

"yes I'll join you. let me grab another chair." I hurried and got another chair and sat right across from her. She waited for me to finally sit down before she handed me a donut with a napkin. "Is there any sugar?" Of course I thought of majority of everything. "Of course beautiful it's right here." I passed her the bottle of sugar I just want to kiss her again and just feel her melt into me again. "I'm surprised that your here earlier than most days. It's nice just having a quiet break before all the craziness starts." She know what to just say to get me fighting against the beast hats inside of me waiting to break free. "I wanted to spend some quiet time with you, and just get to know you better. So tell me a little more about yourself." She looked straight into my eyes and licked her lips. She had missed a spot on her bottom lips and I tried to control myself but I couldn't.

I got up and stood in front of her and lifted her chin up towards me with my fore finger and thumb. I bent down and pressed my lips to hers and when she kissed me back I swiped my tongue along the bottom of her lip and got the left over chocolate from her donut. "You missed a spot. Go out with me tonight." I didn't ask her but demanded from her to go out tonight. "ok" was all she said. I guess I left her in a daze. Good for me she didn't say no. I really need to contain this beast. "I'm going to start opening up, did you need anything before I do?" Ugh besides you bent over the desk is all I wanted to say to her. instead of saying anything and knowing I was close to loosing all my control I just shook my head no. I went straight upstairs to my office. Twenty minutes later I heard all the guys and their bikes being parked out in the back. I made my way downstairs and what I saw next made my blood boil. There was Bo bent over talking to my girl. All she did was shake her head and him just laughing. Why couldn't she be that carefree with me? Was she not into me? Does she just enjoy attention from all my men here? Without saying anything I walked by her desk and slammed the garage door as hard as possible.