Getting Away From Him

Serene

The next few weeks consisted of me working from home and doing the house chores as much as I could. Having already gone through a pregnancy of having multiple babies, I was like a pro. Today, I was expecting two more cribs to be delivered to my home. I haven't touched my men's things at all. I washed all their laundry and put it away the way they would've it they were still here. Life has been hectic and busy, but I had my kids to keep me busy. Some of the guys were going to come over and help me set up the other room for my little munchkins' arrival. I wanted everything to match with the boy's nursery. Except for my little princess side. I wanted her side to have a bit of teal in her bedding. The boys all had greys and black bedding, with a motorcycle logo on them. Hers was going to have teal with the same logo as her brothers. I'm so grateful for all the club members and their old ladies. They've literally been my family through all this. Once it was time for my boys' nap time, the delivery truck showed up. I directed them into the second nursery and had them put the boxes in the room for me. I had to give the guys a call. But to my surprise, they all were walking over. I'm bigger with these two than I was with the boys. After the delivery guys left, the men all got to work. I went into the kitchen and started making lunch for them. The least I could do. I made some taco meat and warmed all the tortillas and kept them in a warmer. I made some homemade salsa for them. About an hour later, they had put the cribs and dresser together for me. I was in tears on how beautiful it all came out. Once I served everyone their food, I had to go sit down. My feet felt so swollen. The rest of the day went by me and my boys alone at home. I didn't go out, I literally was just ordering everything from online.
Today was my appointment for my 32 week check up. I was so done being pregnant. I was so big that I had to wear only slip ln shoes. I had some of the old ladies help me at home and especially with my boys. They had their first birthday a few weeks ago, it was so cute and simple. Bones and his club all came and brought the boys so many gifts. It was so nice I knew the guys would've loved it.
Pulling up for my appointment is so nerve wracking and excited all at the same time. So far everything was going to plan with my babies. Once I was laying down on the exam bed, the dr started to check them out on the ultrasound machine.
"Hmm, so babygirl seems to be a slightly bigger and she's doing great. Baby boy is on the smaller side but his heartbeat sounds great. Let's see if you have dilated at all. Have you had any contractions?"
"Yeah, they've been coming all night literally about 10-15 minutes and they calm down for a minute in between and then hit again." The look that he gave me didn't make me feel at ease at all. I wanted to break down and cry. I know if I had the guys here with me I wouldn't be here all alone with one of the prospects outside waiting for me.
"Ok, so it seems as if you're going into active labor. Let's get you sent to the hospital now and make sure the babies stay good and we might be delivering them today. You are dilating. Right now your at 3 to 4 so let's get going now." With that he helped me up and sent a nurse to help me change back into my clothes. She wheeled me out to my car and explained to the prospect what the plan was. He rushed us at the hospital I made calls to the old ladies letting them know what was going on. They all reassured me my boys were going to be fine. I told them after i delivered I wanted them there to meet their siblings. They agreed and I felt more t ease.
Once we arrived it was a bit hectic. They set me up on monitors and I.V fluids and started monitoring my contractions. The next few hours went by so fast. After three hours I was fully dilated and ready to deliver my babies.
Poor prospect was there by my side to be my coach. His real name was Zach and he was in his twenties. He has a girlfriend. They're high school sweethearts. And no kids yet. I'm sure I'll traumatize him after this experience. Hahaha.
"Ok, Serene when I say push you're going to give me a good big push." I just nodded. I didn't have time to get an epidural. So I was in the worst pain. Needing this to be over.
"Ok, push 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10. Good do it again." This went on for two more times before baby boy came out. As soon as I heard his cries, I was relieved. Ok now I have muster up more energy to get my baby girl out.
"Ok the next contraction your going to give me a big push ok?" Again I nodded and said ok.
"Ok,give me a big push....that's it come on. She's almost there. Ok one more big  one and she'll be out. Come on you can do this." I so wanted to scream and say I can't do this. But I needed to do this for my baby girl. I gave one more big push and I felt her head coke out. Then her whole body. Oh god I'm tired. After I heard her cries I was relieved and happy and sad all at the same time.
After I was cleaned up and helped into a clean gown and a clean bed. They brought over my babies to be fed. I decided that I would breast feed them as well. I latched them both on the way I do with my boys and instantly they began nursing. The prospect walked out giving me the privacy I needed. He was an awesome labor coach. About an hour later the old ladies arrived with my boys and were they excited. They kept kissing and trying to hold them themselves. It was too cute. Damian reminds me so much of his daddy Diesel. So over protective and dominant. Where as Damone is more loving and some what protective but not as dominant as Damian. They stayed for a bit, since they're nap time was coming up.
Two days later we were being released out of the hospital. I was so happy that I was finally going home to be with all my kiddos. Bones and his wife came to take us home. Once I got the twins buckled we were off. After everyone left it was just myself and my kids. After I changed all my babies and put them all down for a nap I took a shower and got ready for the day.