Getting Away From Him

Serene~P.O.V~

I tried so hard to take my time with my boys. All the brave act ran out of me, now all I wanted to do was hide in the room and find a way to lay next to Vince to protect me from Diesel. I silently prayed so hard, I guess it worked because the next thing I heard was the guys talking. I took a deep breath and headed out to our living room. There they both sat next to each other watching a show on t.v and talking about some random things. I walked up to them both and that's when Diesel took the opportunity to grab my waist and sit me in his lap. I got comfy on his lap and he kissed the back of my head. I turned my face slightly and kissed his lips. It was a quick one and then I reached over and placed a kiss on Vince's lips. I wasn't sure if Diesel wanted to say anything in from of Vince so I waited to see. He cleared his throat and said, "so sweetheart you want to tell Vince on what you said to me a bit ago?" I looked at him like what are you doing kind of look. I was about to answer when Diesel turned to Vince and said, "she said I need to show her more how I truly feel for her than just to say it in words. I want your honest opinion brother. Am I a bad husband to her? Do you see how much I truly love her, cuz now I'm even second guessing myself." After his speech I couldn't help but to feel rage. I got off his lap and before Vince can answer I whispered yelled. "Are you fucking kidding me? Like seriously Diesel you want to take what I said out of context? I know you love me but there's times that your jealousy and controlling self over comes everything and it's hard to know if you are in love with me or just the idea of having me with you. That's what I mean. I'm not going anywhere, and I don't want anyone other man or men besides the both of you. For fuck sakes I birth your boys and now I'm carrying Vince's baby. Im only committed to you both and our kids that's it." Tears where now streaming from my face. His face changed to something I haven't seen before and he got up and walked towards me. It took all my self control not to move. He wrapped his arms around me and cradled my head to his chest. "Baby, I'm sorry that I do let my own issues get in the way. It's still hard to share you with Vince. And I know everyday that you love both of us equally. I won't be lying if I didn't confess that I want you all to myself every second of the day. But I love Vince as my own brother and I'm happy that he's the one here with us making our family complete. Im truly sorry baby. Forgive me. I will show you everyday now on how much I love you and our family. Please don't give up on me." With that I kissed his lips like he was my oxygen and nothing else matter besides him and Vince. After our kiss he grabbed my hand and I grabbed Vince's and we went to bed. I laid between them both and ended up in a heated kiss with Vince, while Diesel kissed and nibbled my neck and shoulder. It felt amazing how they can make me feel with just their kisses and touch. Vince grabbed my waist and put me on top of him adjusting himself at my entrance. And with one swift move he had me slide him all the way in me. I felt so amazing and full with him in me.  "Baby are you ready for me to take you from behind?" I nodded my head yes. "Words baby."  I stuttered and said, "y-yes baby please I need you in me too." And with that I felt the cool jelly being smeared on my back entrance. He slowly pushed his way in. He let me adjust to him inch by inch once he was full in I started to move and us three moved in sync of each other. I had orgasm after orgasm hit me so hard. By the time they had ravished all of me I was so exhausted. They both cleaned me up and help me get comfy again in bed and I just remember the darkness consuming me. The next morning I got up earlier then my men and babies. I went and took a nice warm shower and got dressed. I check if my babies were awake yet and nope they were still asleep. I went into the kitchen and started making them their coffee and a hearty steak breakfast. Once I was done I went and got my boys changed and fed and put them both in their activity chairs. While they played I sat and waited for my men to finish getting ready. Seeing them both walk in the kitchen with their cuts on. Oh my they look so good and delicious. I felt myself getting wet again, I had to stop these hormones weren't helping at all. I gave them both kisses and made their plates and served them their coffee. Once we sat and started eating I suddenly didn't feel right. Like I had a bad inkling about something and didn't understand what. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't hear them talking to me until Vince said, " Princess." I blinked a couple of times and chuckled nervously and said, "yeah baby?" They both laughed and Vince said, " we have a run today. We won't be back until the morning we want a prospect here in case you need any help with these two little monsters." As soon as I heard those words my stomach dropped. I had a bad feeling. "Can you guys all not go please. I don't know why babe but I don't want any of you guys to go. Like not just you both but the whole club please. I don't feel right about something please baby. Please Vin and D please don't leave. Go tomorrow early in the morning but not today please." I started crying and pleading with them. Vince grabbed my hands and wiped my tears. "Baby, listen to me we've done this run before and we've always been ok. I promise you we'll be back before you know it." And with that he sealed his promise with a kiss and picked up his bag and went to our boys and kissed them on their little heads and cam back and crouched down in from of me and kissed my tummy. "Don't give your mommy a hard time little guy. Daddy loves you as mush as your big brothers and with that he got up and walked outside. Diesel was giving our boys their kisses goodbye and came over and made a promise as well to return to me. He crouched down and kissed my tummy and said "your dada loves you too little guy. Keep your mommy safe for us. We'll be back in the morning." He got up and grabbed the back of my head and kissed me like I was his air. "I'll see you in the morning baby." "See you in the morning babe. I love you guys so much." I had my tears streaming down my face. They both got on their bikes and rode out of the driveway and out of the club's yard. Five other guys if the club rod out after them. I said a silent prayer to bring them all back to us. The day went by so slow. I kept myself busy with my boys and we even went to the clubhouse and hung out with everyone there for a bit and had lunch there. The feeling got worse and worse as the time went by. It was about 6pm when the landline at the clubhouse rang. My heart dropped and my stomach twisted. I held my breath and waited to hear the news. I saw the color of one of the club members' face drain. He then hung up and slammed his fist against the wall and yelled out to the guys, "let's fuckin go brothers there's been an ambush!" I ran towards him with tears in my eyes, "please tell me they are all ok, please tell me that they're all alive..." I sobbed and pleaded with him. All he said "was I don't know. I'm praying they all are ok. We'll call and let you all know as soon as possible." " please hurry and bring them all back safely." He nodded his head and they all loaded up in the black tinted windows vans and drove off so fast. I feel down on my knees and cried my eyes out. One of the other old ladies helped me up and I cried into our hug. One of the prospects was taking car of my boys. I was so stressed and nervous. It felt like forever but then we heard the sound of their bikes coming through the gates and the vans driving in. I ran outside to see if everyone was ok. I stopped in my tracks when I noticed that my men weren't riding their bikes but two of the other prospects were. I stood there like I was watching everything in slow motion. Then the doors to the van opened up and two of the five had blood on their clothes but no wounds. That's not right. I started to move closer when they all stood there with their heads down. "Where's Reaper and Killer? Vince! Diesel! Why aren't they not getting out of the van?!" Next thing I heard broke me so bad. "They didn't make it in so sorry." I let out a scream and ran to the van I had to see it myself. There they laid in the back of the van with their clothes full of blood. "No!!! No!!! PLEASE GOD NO! Baby! Babe! STOP THIS ISN'T FUNNY ANYMORE!" YOU GUYS PROMISED ME! YOU GUYS FUCKIN PROMISED ME AND OUR KIDS TO COME BACK SAFE! WHY!?!!" I got inside and held their hands and cried and cried. I don't remember how they even got me out of the van and the guys onto a stretcher. They had them taken to a funeral home for them to get cleaned up. I couldn't believe it. They were just alive this morning. How can it be possible now they're gone.