Getting Away From Him

Serene ~P.O.V~

Two weeks had passed and things were getting into a routine. I would wake up in the morning with the boys and after nursing them, I would make breakfast for us three. I really thought things were becoming so good. Diesel and I's relationship became really good. Until this morning things seemed so hectic and the guy had church early this morning. The boy were so fussy all night that they wouldn't sleep through the night like they always do. So I had little sleep myself. And the guys had really not much sleep due to me not laying in between them. So they were for sure grumpy. I hurried and made them their coffees and a quick breakfast before church. Once they left I attended to our boys and finally they had fallen asleep in their swings. I was on the porch rinsing out my garbage cans from inside the house, I just hate them being dirty. Not realizing what I was wearing from just trying to hurry up and get things done before my babies wake up. All of a sudden I heard some commotion across from me. When I realized who was involved in the commotion I chose to go inside while my cans dried. While I was wiping down the counter, the door flew open and in walked Diesel startling me. I literally jumped up, I put my hand on my chest and gasped from being scared.

"oh my gosh you-" he didn't let me finish my sentence when he slapped me so hard across my face. How hard he had hit me, my body fell against the counter. I held myself up and I held my cheek. I couldn't believe he bit me after he had promised me so many damn times.

"I told you not to be dressed like this, haven't I? you want every man out there to watch you it that it?! Answer me now!" I had tears flowing down my face, in a shaky voice I responded,

"No, I was just cleaning and trying to hurry up before our boys wake up." It seemed to get him even angrier he walked closer to me and started to choke me. close to my face he said,

"I told you to not go around dress like a whore and you keep choosing to defy me. Why? Do you really enjoy me punishing you? Go cover up now! And what goes on between you and I doesn't get repeated to Vince do you hear me?" I just nodded my head, I was too scared to even respond. Feeling as if I would piss him off even more. He let me go and grabbed me by my waist and started to kiss me roughly. I placed my hands on his chest wanting to push him away from. How can I be an idiot and fall for all his lies. My tears still ran down my face while he kissed me. He finally let me go and kissed my forehead right before he turned and walked away from me. I ran to my room and into our master bathroom and started to vomit. I was so disgusted by him. I washed my face and changed my shorts and tank top with a t-shirt and sweats. I saw his hand print on my face. I had to cover this up, Vince would kill him if he knew. After I did my magic in covering it up, I went back to the kitchen and finished cleaning. Not wanting to be home but knowing how fussy my babies are I got a blanket and just laid down on the sofa to rest. I woke up to hearing my babies little cries. I got up and realized the guys were home. Diesel was changing Damien's diaper and Vince was rocking I felt so nervous, I knew Vince would see something was wrong. "Hey beautiful. We thought to let you nap a little longer, but these little monsters are always hungry." He says as he chuckled and started talking to Damone. I gave a small smile. I cleared my throat and said, "I'm going to the restroom real quick I'll be right back." I hurried off the our master bathroom and vomited again. Shit now that I think of it I haven't had my period since I had my boys. I never gave much thought to it. I opened my drawer and took out two pregnancy tests out. After I peed on both sticks, I washed my hands and waited. After waiting the two full minutes they both read positive. Omg what am I going to do now? It has to be Vince's baby. There's no way I could've gotten pregnant from Diesel in the few times we had sex. I haven't had sex with either one since Diesel has moved in. I grabbed the test and stuffed them in the back of my drawer. I walked back into the living room and noticed some of the guys from the club here. I went and stood between Diesel and Vince. Diesel took the chance to wrap his arm around my waist very possessively. Damian started to cry and get fussy, on cue I turned in Diesel's hold and reached out for Damian.

"Come to mommy my little boy. come on, shoo, its ok. I'll be back for Damone." Thinking that he would stay in the living room with his guest, he ended up following me to the nursery. I sat down on the recliner and started to latch Damian on. He stood there just watching me.

"Hey princess, I wanted to tell you to be ready. We're all going out for dinner. Just us five." I just nodded my head and he came closer and grabbed my chin. I thought he would say something but instead he gave me a rough kiss and walked out of the room. I wanted to cry. I wish he could just be the version of himself from the last few weeks.