Getting Away From Him

Serene~ P.O.V

Bo came in a bit after Diesel had went up to his office, and being Bo had to make some dirty joke. I tried my hardest to not laugh, so I kept shaking my head at him. I was busy typing up an invoice when I heard his footsteps walking downstairs, Bo kept on shrugging my shoulder wanting me to give in to his dirty jokes. But I was determined to look unaffected by his jokes even though they were pretty funny. before I could react the garage door got slammed. "What the hell is wrong with him?" Bo just shrugged his shoulders and I got up determined to find out what was up Diesel's ass. I stormed pass Bo and found Diesel and two other guys in the back checking out their bikes. Not thinking I went up to him and yelled "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU LITERALLY CRACKED THE GLASS ON THE DOOR." Boy was that dumbest move possible. He turned his full attention to me and stood straight up and said, "Excuse me what the fuck did you say? Better yet who the Fuck do you think your yelling at?" I knew at this moment I fucked up so bad. I didn't know how I was going to tame this beast when I literally just poked a sleeping bear. I cleared my throat and finally got my thoughts together, "I was speaking to you. You stormed out of the office and slammed the door so hard that the glass is literally shattered. What has you so damn mad?" "You really don't want me to answer that question now do you?" "Umm actually I do. I didn't do anything wrong so what's your damn problem?" "MY DAMN PROBLEM IS THAT YOUR LITERALLY FLIRTING WITH ALL MY MEN LIKE SOME FUCKIN WHORE! THAT'S MY FUCKIN PROBLEM!" I was speechless how dare he say this to me. I couldn't hold back my tears any longer and they fell down my cheeks. So angry at myself for allowing him to hurt me this way I wiped away my tears. "You know what I'm not fit for this place. I quit and you know what else don't come looking for me or having your guys call me to come to work here. Since I'm a whore I will leave. I don't want nothing to ever do with you again." I turned and walked away. I went to collect my things as fast as possible and I heard his timberlands hitting the pavement behind me. I was about to reach my car when he grabbed my arm. I with all my force pulled my arm away from him. He had a face of regret, but how can I allow him to disrespect me in front of his men like I was lower than dirt. I hurried up and got in my ranger and drove away. I couldn't help but look in my rear view mirror and saw him just standing there. Damn I wish I could have been in his arms, but he messed up for the last time. I couldn't stop myself from crying so much. I didn't feel like going home and being alone so I drove down to the coast. I was a beautiful morning. the sky was clear and it was pretty windy but I didn't mind. I found a spot to park and I took my keys leaving my purse and phone behind. I sat down in the sand and took off my sandals and just allowed all my hurt and broken heart pour out. I cried and sat there and thought of how to just move on and pretend he never existed in my life. I know it sounds silly, but he was my first kiss, my first actual crush and closes to a boyfriend I've ever had. I should've just allowed him to cool down. But seriously he has a temper of a 5year old. After a couple of hours just sitting there I slipped back on my sandals and walked back up to my car for my phone. I wanted to take some pictures of how beautiful the view is. When I unlocked my phone I had over a dozen missed calls from him and double the amount in texts. I opened up the first text: Diesel: beautiful I'm sorry let me come over to talk it out. I cant allow you to walk away from me like this.

Is he serious? Like its my fault or like it was me having a tantrum. I ignored it and decided to log in to my snap chat account and take some amazing pictures. Of course he called again, feeling annoyed at him I answered. "What?"

"Who the fuck are you talking to?"

"So this is how your apologizing by still cursing at me?"

"Why are you answering like that?"
"Seriously Diesel your so ridiculous. What is it that you want? I left so why so many calls, why so many text messages from you? I cant keep playing this yo-yo game with you. first your sweet and romantic next minute your so angry with me for no apparent reason. So what is it that you want?" I heard him take a deep breath and finally spoke. "I want is you. Not just my employee but as mine. I mean as my lady, I want to know that I'm the only man for you and your the only woman I want and need. Serene please accept my apology and give me a real shot. I don't want to know that I truly lost you over my dumbest moment. Can I come over and talk things out?" I couldn't believe this man who is so dominant and just radiates power has confessed his feelings for me and is just showing me how vulnerable he is without me. He melted my heart, I took in a deep breath and said, "First of all I accept your apology but I haven't forgave you just yet. and second I'm not home. I took a drive down to the coast and was planning on staying out her for the rest of the day. and third you can meet me at my home tonight when I get back so we can have time to have clear minds and our tempers are not so hot still." He let out a frustrated growl and said "I'll head out there and meet you where ever you are." It would be nice to have him out here with me. So against my best judgement I agreed. "Ok, I'll send you my location. I'm still here at the beach just relaxing." "ok beautiful I'm on my way. see you in a bit." After that we had ended our call. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't happy that he was coming out here to ask for forgiveness. Call me crazy but a man who is head over hill for a female like this would do what ever it takes to get her back right?...

An hour later I received a text from him.

Diesel: I'm here next to your ranger.

Me: K I see you.

I walked straight up the path back to my car and instantly my heart was racing. I can do this, is all I can think right now. Wow he changed his clothes. He has on his black ripped jeans with his Black muscle shirt on with his black timberlands on. He literally looks like a delicious whole meal. I'm so nervous. what do I do? Should I act as if his presence here doesn't affect me like the way it does in reality. Ok act like he has no affect on me. I hid my eyes behind my glasses. Especially how puffy my eyes are. I know my voice is going to sound so hoarse right now. From all the crying I did.

"Hey." Was all I could say not breaking down again. I don't know why but I wanted to cry my heart out right now. It was more of a whisper than anything. I guess he realized how hurt I am. He didn't say anything but came up to me and wrapped me in his arms. I couldn't let out the tears and the sob noise I made from how hard I'm crying. All I heard him say over and over was, "I'm so sorry beautiful. Please forgive me." I had stopped crying after a bit and I pulled back to wipe away my tears. I seriously didn't want him to see me like this. I had to take off my sunglasses to clean my face. Grabbed my chin and pressed his lips on mine. It wasn't like how he normally kisses me but more with need and passion and more of an apology. I kissed him back with as much need as possible. I put my arms around his neck and slid my fingers into the shortness of his hair. more like massaged his scalp then his hair. He has a short fade. I let out a low moan into his mouth. He kissed my lips twice more before placing a kiss on my forehead and hugging me to him. "Beautiful, I cant ever loose you, you mean so much to me I know I sound crazy for saying this, but I seriously need you always by my side. Say that you'll be my old lady."

Am I really wanting this with him? What am I saying I do want him as much or maybe more than he does me. "I accept to be your old lady but on some conditions and boundaries first. can we go sit on the sand and talk?" "Lets go and talk beautiful." With that he held my hand and we walked down to the sand and sat at the same spot I was previous by myself. My choice of clothes has to be part of the conditions and boundaries for sure. "Ok, so one condition I want us to both agree is my wardrobe. Before you disagree and get mad listen to me please. I'm not like other females wanting other men's attention but rather I'm comfortable with my body. Yes, I do have some outfits that would probably make you want to lock me away. Hahahah but seriously you have to trust me and know that I'm not the cheating type." "Your going to make me go crazy aren't you? hahahaha. Cane we compromise and say those outfits you wear them when your with me on my side instead of just a girls night out? I'm trying here beautiful." "Ok I'll agree to that. I want you to stop yelling at me and calling me a whore just because Bo or any of their other guys at work joke with me. And to be honest it was more of him trying to get me to give in and laugh and say his crazy jokes are funny. He literally says all day that I've broken his dirty little biker heart when I became yours. haha he's one weird man." "That he is, ok and I seriously apologize for that and will never ever say that to you ever again." After we talked some more he wrapped me in his arms once again. With my back pressed against his chest he nuzzled into my neck and we sat there together watching the waves crash back and forth. It was the most beautiful scene I could of ever thought of. I knew at that moment I was so fucked. I had trapped him in my web. I didn't want us to leave from that beautiful spot. if we became stone I wouldn't mind as long as we could stay like this forever and ever. It started to get a little bit colder so we decided to get something to eat. We ended up going to this cute café. Once we ate and actually laughed we walked by the little mom and pop shops. We stopped at one cute one, I fell in love with this octopus glass statue that was all white with stripes of blue and purple going through it. It was one cutest thing I have found. I was about to pay when Diesel literally gave the lady his black card. "I had it. But thank you so much." He walked me back to my car, "Do you want to come over and watch a movie with me?" "Yeah, I'll follow you yo your place." With that he gave me a kiss and mounted his bike and waited for me to star my car before he started his bike. Driving home wasn't too bad knowing that my man was literally driving behind me made me have all kinds of butterflies.