Getting Away From Him

Serene~P.O.V~

     How can he even think I can forgive him just like that. Would I be an idiot to accept his offer and share myself with my husband and him? It's not like it's uncommon to have a relationship that way, but from everything he has done to me. Can I risk him getting so upset that he tries to take my babies away from me? That is an easy answer, hell no. I will do anything to not risk my kids' safety especially dealing with Diesel. I opened my mouth to answer when my cell went off. Saved by my phone. I grabbed my phone and noticed it was Vince calling me.
    "HI babe."
   "Hey, is there anything you need to tell me?" "Huh what do you mean?" I was utterly confused like what the hell was he talking about.
"Beautiful tell me it's not true."
"What are you going on about?" I gave a nervous chuckle.
"One of the old ladies called and said since we all left you haven't hung out with them."  Seriously like why would they even complain about the most ridiculous shit ever.
"It's not like that babe. I'm exhausted you know our boys haven't been sleeping well. And I literally started to breastfeed them today and I wanted to share the good news when you got home about it all. I'm not trying not to be social but to pretty much get them on a schedule and just relax and rest that's all." I let out an annoyed sigh and he just said ok. And told me how much he loves us and he misses us. Afterwards I turned my attention back to Diesel.
   "So are you saying that if I agree to this you will be moving in and what about the club? Your the president how will you just walk away from everything?" I didn't know how he would walk away from his family like that, I really was curious on finding out.
"You and our babies is all I want. Let me prove that to you please princess. Look I'll even get down on my knees and beg for your forgiveness and beg you to please let me show you. Let me worry about my club." I couldn't believe he was literally on his knees begging me. I couldn't deny him being a father to our boys. What kind of mother would I be. So with the courage I had I decided to tell him exactly how I felt.
   "Look I'll only agree to this once Vince comes home and we all sit down and talk. 2nd the first time you raise you hand at me or our boys is the day you will never see us again. 3rd our boys are and will always be your priority and Noone or nothing else will ever trump that. So we can see how things go and what Vince and you come to agree with and I as well. But til he comes home you can be here to connect with your sons." I walked away into my room. I needed a cold shower to clear my mind and really think everything through. Am I making the right choices? But man his kisses have always been so dominating so powerful. Vince kisses me with dominance but also in a more gentle way. Showing all his love through all his kisses. It's really sweet actually. While I was showering I had the baby monitor sitting by the sink. So far all I can hear is them sleeping.
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I was so enjoying the coolness of my shower that I didn't feel his arms wrap around my waist. I slightly jumped realizing I wasn't alone.
"You ok princess?"
"Uh-yeah, wh-what you doing in here?" I turned to face him. Which was a huge mistake. He took the opportunity to grip my hair and hold me to him. He devoured my lips so greedily, as if I was his last meal. I responded to his kisses and he lifted me up in his huge muscular arms. He was a whole foot and a few inches more than me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and not a second later he adjust me to where he can slide deep inside me. I let out a loud moan. He didn't give me a chance to adjust to his size at all. He had kept on thrusting in and out of me so rough and each time deeper than the last time. I clawd on his back and kept moaning so loud. He kept kissing and biting my neck and around my breast. He was like a wild animal just thrusting in so hard. After a few more deep fast thrust we had both reached our climax and both came at the same time.
"Princess I've fuckin missed you so much. You've been the last one I've had. I haven't even touched anyone since we were together the first time. And even after you left I never touched anyone else either. All I want is you." He caressed my lips with his fingers and place gentle kisses on my puffy lips. After he let me slide off of him, we both got out and got dressed. I was so exhausted that I literally couldn't wait to sleep.