Forbidden (#1)✔️

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^^^-BLAIRE-^^^

BLAIRE POV

Hey, so lets start from the beginning shall we? The day I was born and what happened up until my 18th birthday...yeh okay.

~flashback~

Friday 9th September 2003. Aka the day I was brought into this world through my mothers vaginal area. Beautiful right? (Yeah thought so. Cue the eye roll...)

I was conceived 9 months earlier, when my mother, who was 19, went on a night out drinking downtown (The most cliché way to get pregnant right...I know). She had just been through an awful breakup between her and this guy Mason (Aren't all Mason's assholes though?) who at the time was her boyfriend but I guess not anymore because they broke up... 

Anyway back to the point, she wasn't alone, her 'bestie' was with her getting drunk and flabbergasted at the same time; Alisha (Yeh she's my auntie now aha), she is known to drink the whole bar so there's no questioning where she went on this night leaving my poor, poor mother alone. 

Mumsy met this guy -who I still don't know the name of because mother is always telling me she cannot remember much from this night- and they really hit it off. 

She brought him back to her apartment blah blah blah and they did 'you know what'. 

You probably know how it's going to end up...

After this 'extraordinary' night, my so called 'father' or my 'sperm provider' which I like to call him, pulled a runner and left my mom. 

So I grew up with no 'father' figure, no second parent to gossip to, no second money provider. Nope just me and mumsy. And It has been like that forever, obviously with the exception of my best friend, Liliana becoming like a second daughter to my mother. 

I am quite happy and average with my life. 

~end of flashback~

So back to the present day: My 18th birthday. 

My bed is really comfortable with all the pillows and blankets splattered everywhere, like paint on a canvas. I never usually want to leave my bed, because I mean who would?

But today I made an exception because...I'M 18!!!!

My sweet old mother has been planning my 18th birthday party ever since I was born. She says "It must involve alcohol, boys and sex...it's a right of passage" yeh we just ignore mom half of the time because she's crazy.

Not crazy as in loopy and murderous, crazy as in funny and peculiar. 

I guess she is who I get my humour and AWESOME personality from.

Anyways, when I get downstairs of my cozy 2 bed home, that I also share with my mother, I instantly spot a fat cake with candles sticking out the top.

OOOH I'm so excited. I love birthdays, they always fill me with joy. 

The cake is, of course cookies and cream flavor, my favourite, it has a picture of my face in the middle, when I was a stupid child and wearing my moms dresses. God I look awful. 

There are presents splattered all over the kitchen island, all in multi-coloured wrapping paper. Along with a couple of cards with my name on. 

"SUPRISE!!!" My mom and Liliana shout from behind me. They must've seen me come down the stairs because I did not see them.

My mom and Liliana are the only 2 people in my life who actually matter to me. Everyone else I know despise me and call me a mistake, because my mom has such a loud mouth, the story of how my mother became pregnant with me spread throughout my neighbourhood and school!