Forbidden (#1)✔️

twenty-nine

AUTHOR'S NOTE

SUPER DUPER SORRY for the really slow update I have been super busy.

Anyways I hope you enjoy this one.

toodles. x

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JAXON'S POV

Fuck.

I messed up...badly.

Josie came in earlier shouting at me to tell her what happened but she realised mother was in the room and quickly understood.

I then don't know where she went and I have no clue where Blaire went and it is seriously stressing me out.

I cannot reach her phone or Josie's. Andreas told me she snatched the car keys off him and Vince said Josie went with her.

Vince cannot get a hold of Josie either...

I am glad my sister is with her but where the fuck are they.

They have both turned their location off. Fuck sake.

I am literally ripping my hair out of my skull, going crazy.

Jaxon~

'BLAIRE'

Jaxon~

'WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU'

Jaxon~

'ANSWER ME!!!!!!!!!'

Jaxon~

'please love, i'm going crazy here...talk to me...please :('

Every single one of those messages was sent 2 hours ago and she still hasn't read them.

I was brought home from the hospital just after Blaire went walkies.

I know what I said probably hurt because I have seen the way she looks at me and I can see how she feels about me through her appealing green eyes.

I had to say it otherwise my mother would continue to not believe me and my father will never let me overtake the Mafia.

The mafia is my life, I don't know what to do without it. Although it has been pretty rough and inexcusable to me but it's what I was made to do. 

I have to follow through with my father's shitty promise to not fall in love with her.

Even though I have already broken it...

I broke it ages ago...

She doesn't know that, but I do, and I need to protect her. Which is why I said what I said so it's good that she hates me now, it's better than her getting hurt by my father.

Even though I would rather die than let him touch her again!

BLAIRE'S POV

It's dark, cold and damp.

It smells like death.

My head is throbbing and my whole body feels drugged and lifeless.

Where am I? I think.

I don't know what happened...

Where is Josie?