Forbidden (#1)✔️

twenty-four

AUTHOR'S NOTE

So I have realised that there is a lot of things I need to clear up in this story so I will try and do that.

DO NOT HATE ME FOR THIS CHAPTER I BEG AHAHA.

toodles. x

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Me and Jaxon are currently sat on my bed eating lunch. He hasn't left me alone since I told him the memory that unlocked in my brain this morning.

"Jax..." I ask, he stops eating and looks at me. "When I was first brought here, what did your father mean 'look at you all grown up'?" I stab at a strawberry on my pancake.

"Well, he has been watching you." He stays messing with the food on his plate. I look at him confusedly. 

Watching me?

"What do you mean watching me?" I ask staring at him wide eyed. He stands up to place his plate on the desk. He doesn't sit back down.

"Ever since he knew of your existence, he has been watching you until you turned 18." He says looking at his feet.

He is still only wearing his suit pants, no shirt. I feel annoyed at him but whenever I look at his abs, I sometimes feel slightly relieved. I shouldn't.

"And you knew all of this?" I ask becoming more annoyed. Why didn't he tell me?

He still doesn't look at me. I take that as my answer.

"Were you watching me as well?" I might as well ask the obvious huh? My heart is beating out of my chest and I feel sick.

"Yes love," He says now meeting my eyes. All this time, I thought he was getting to know me, turns out he already knows everything.

"But I had no idea what you told me this morning had happened to you." He says coming back to sit on the bed. I get up. I don't want to be near him right now.

"I t-trusted you...and you lied to me." Tears start threatening to cloud my vision. I try to keep them at bay.

"Love, liste-"

"NO. I want you to leave." Tears are now falling, I can't hold them back anymore. I walk towards the door.

"Blaire!" He shouts standing up now.

He said my name...Asshole.

"WHERE'S MY CAR! I WANT TO LEAVE!" I scream. I'm so tired of being held against my will. "My father knows of my existence, so I am free to go no?" I say getting angry. 

He looks hurt that I want to leave but he lied, everyone is lying to me in my life these days. Where's Liliana? I feel like smacking someone.

"Blaire please stop." He says pulling my arm around to face him. I slap him.

It is not the first time I have slapped him.

"Jaxon. I would like to leave. LET ME!" I shout reaching into his back pants pocket and pulling out the key to my room. He doesn't bother stopping me anymore. He just stands there looking annoyed crossed with sadness.

GOOD!

I open the door and race down the hallway to the elevator. I hear his footsteps following me.

He follows me inside the elevator and I turn away from him. 

"Where's my car-"

Suddenly I am pressed against the elevator wall. The doors still open. No buttons pressed.