Forbidden (#1)✔️

twenty-seven

AUTHOR'S NOTE

I am trying to update as much as I can because I have a busy weekend with work...and then from Monday, I am at college sooooo...

Anyways enjoy.

toodles. x

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I fell asleep.

In Jaxon's arms.

I am sleeping in boys arms to much lately. First Matteo and now Jax. God.

I hear some whispers happening around me. Jax's warm body keeps my eyes closed. I don't want to open them to see the whispers.

"Shhhh you will wake her up!" A girl whisper yells. Josie.

"No I won't shut the fuck up!" Vince hisses to I assume Josie...

Jax's arm is still around me and I am still snuggled up to his chest. Is he awake also?

"If you two do not leave her the fuck alone I will put you in a car crash myself!" Jaxon whisper yells but he places his hand on my ear so I can't really hear him, but I did.

So he is awake...

I hear the click of a camera being taken so I shoot my eyes open. I hate cameras on my face.

I immediately sit up and in the blink of an eye, I snatch Vince's phone from his hands and delete the photo.

Everyone goes quiet and I can feel all eyes on me.

"Morning Blaire!" Josie chirps.

I roll my eyes and squeeze Vince's phone in my hands.

I feel cold now that I have left Jax's body heat.

"Erm Blaire..." Vince speaks up nervously.

"What!" I snap staring at him, Josie laughs and Jax doesn't say anything.

"M-my phone." He mutters pointing at the phone in my hand. The phone creaks and cracks under the pressure.

I release my grip and chuck it back to him. Josie is in a laughing fit and I don't know why because what's funny?

"What the fuck is so funny Jo?" I snap getting annoyed that they ruined my sleep.

"Oh fuck me. Can a girl not laugh anymore." She says controlling her laughter and rolling her eyes.

"No, not when you interrupt my slumber you bitch." I roll my eyes. I don't mean what I say, I am just really cranky when I haven't had enough sleep.

"Right, fine we will go." She winks at Jax and pushes Vince out the door, finally we are left in peace again.

Why did she just wink at Jax though hmm?

I lie back down, my head hitting Jax's arm again and I rub my eyes, facing the ceiling.

"Why are you moody love?" He asks brushing a strand of hair out of my face.

His soft finger brushes against my skin and I get goosebumps. Oh god feelings Blaire...feelings.

I shoot up and sit in the chair. I can't have him falling in love with me or me with him. I don't want the outcome of the mistake we could make.

His father is a terrifying man at times and don't forget about what he nearly did to me. Fuck me old men and their cocks. (mental eye roll)

Jax looks at me a mixture of hurt and confusion.

"Just need space..." I lie looking anywhere but him.