Forbidden (#1)✔️

thirty-one

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Heyy so I feel so happy to be back writing this book, it brings back happy memories to when I first published it.

(wink emoji...) 

toodles. x

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BLAIRE'S POV

After the nightmare that happened, it somehow ended in an explosion and Josie in hospital. She is okay, she is just getting her wrists stitched up and some fluids in her.

Jax made me speak with the doctor to check me over and see if I have anything wrong with me. Turns out I just have a lot of bruises, cuts and burns on my wrists from the ropes.

Although, me and Jax haven't spoken to each other since...that...happened but he hasn't been able to keep his eyes off me.

'That' meaning the tastiness of his mouth from earlier.

I keep catching him staring and when I do he turns away smirking and shaking his head.

What does he think he's doing.

He got his arm fixed and put in a black cast. Another cast should I say.

I am going to have to buy a white sharpie to sign that thing (mental eye roll).

I got my bear hug off Matteo and currently me, Jax, Andreas and Matteo are driving back home. Matteo saw it fit for him to leave, obviously without the damn doctors permission.

"I swear you are on bed rest for the rest of the week." I say from the driver's seat of Jax's SUV. Matteo sits in the back huffing because I am yelling at him.

"Who are you talking to moonie?" Oh so now he decides to speak to me but this time with his mouth and not his eyes. 

Gosh Moonie. It feels nice for him to call me that but I don't like it in this current situation when things were said and we are not back to where we were, whatever the fuck that was.

"BOTH OF YOU!" I shout pointing my finger between the both of them.

These boys piss me off and the fact that I have to look after them both pisses me off even more.

Vince swears to me Josie will be okay so I don't have to worry about her but these damn boys are a pain in my bum cheeks.

I pull into the parking lot and I help Andreas by holding Matteo up until we reach his room. Jax walks ahead of us and opening any doors needed one handedly.

I eye roll at Matteo's dramaticness whenever me and Andreas accidentally bump into something.

I hope Jax doesn't want to talk about anything that happened before I got kidnapped because I still haven't forgiven him BUT I couldn't not kiss him back when he tastes so damn good.

Plus all of my belongings are still in his room because I wanted to surprise him whilst he was in hospital but then he said those things... so I have to go in there anyway.

We finally drop Matteo off on his bed and I make sure he has his medication and some water before I leave him for the night. I will check up on him tomorrow but your girl has had a rough 48 hours and is desperate need for some sleep.

Andrea's bids his goodbyes in Italian to Jax and he just smiles and waves at me which I giggle at because we can't understand each other. I need to learn Italian at some point.

Now it's just me and Jax and no one says a word until we reach his door.

"Are you coming inside?" He asks me with soft eyes. I think he wants to talk but I'd rather get some sleep right now and talk tomorrow.