Forbidden (#1)✔️

thirty-seven

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

hehe y'all got mad at me for that cliff hanger, but i do apologise!

also sorry for the slow update.

toodles. x 

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Silence...

The whole room goes silent. 

Matteo rips himself free whilst I stand there frozen in time.

"Blaire?!" Matteo shouts but I can't hear him, my ears are ringing.

I feel lifeless and numb, I don't know what to do. I've never felt like this before.

Matteo starts attacking at Andrea's ropes and I stand up and look down at the many bodies led at my feet.

I don't recognise a single, pale face and this god awful gun is still in my shaking hands.

Where is Jaxon? Last I looked he was wrestling with some fucker.

Oh God! What if he's injured!!

I begin panicking and my breathing becomes heavy and staggered.

"JAXON!!!!" I scream, tears falling fast out my eyes.

I look around the room in search for his bright green cast or his ice blue eyes OR ANYTHING.

I hear my name constantly being yelled and I think someone touches my shoulder but I may have shoved them away.

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. What if he's dead, I will never live with myself. No. I need my Jaxy. Like right fuckin now, or I might pass out.

Is it hot in here, because I'm sweating buckets whilst screaming for Jax at the top of my lungs.

"BLAIRE!!" Matteo yells shaking my shoulders harshly, "HELLOOOOOO BLAIREEEEE!!!"

I shake my head and tears are still streaming, "I-I can't I need to l-look for Jax!" I say mumbling and stuttering.

Slap.

My face gets whipped sideways and my cheek burns.

Matteo slapped me. I'm growing quite tired of being slapped by men now.

"Blaire wake the fuck up!" He says still standing infront of me, spitting everywhere as he talks. "Just calm down and concentrate. Andreas is injured so I need to get him out of here, are you good?" 

Oh god Andreas is injured. Fuck. 

I simply nod my head and he stalks back over to Andreas, and lifting him over his shoulder.

"Should you be lifting him like that?" I ask still a blubbering mess.

"Blaire, I'm fine, you find Jax and meet me outside as fast as you can." He instructs moving to walk past me and out the big red door before stopping and staring at me again. "Also, I'm sorry for slapping you." He smiles and walks out leaving me here with a million bodies and a lost Jaxy.

I start off by lifting up and moving the bodies that are in my way. I look under every chair and table hoping to spot some resemblance of Jax.

Last I saw he was wrestling with someone near the middle of the room and there are only a few bodies in that area and none of them are Jax.