Forbidden (#1)✔️

forty-five

AUTHOR'S NOTE

Sorry for the super slow updates, as I said in the previous chapters note I'm not currently motivated to get anything published, but I am trying for you guys x.

toodles. x

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You know that feeling you get when your super excited it makes your nervous and physically ill. Or when you overthink too much you literally cannot eat or sleep... Yeh that's how I feel.

Me and Josie carried on our day as normal yesterday, after that event in the bathroom. I don't know what to feel because what if I was pregnant? I would be devastated if I ever had a miscarriage.

When we arrived home, the boys had prepared dinner for us, so we ate and played a couple games and then Jax, gently, fucked me before we slept.

He didn't want to fuck me because of my injuries but he did so anyway and I was all there for it. Loved every fuckin moment.

I saw the way Jo's face looked the minute the pregnancy test came through, though I couldn't tell the emotion she felt. Happy for me? Sad for me? 

Today is Christmas morning, none of us have even gotten up to open any gifts or sit around the tree, like kids. We are taking our time today since we have nothing to do.

I am currently lying bed, still in my PJ's and staring at the ceiling, thinking...

Vince and Jax went for an early morning run about 2 hours ago and haven't come back since. I wonder if they're lost.

"B?" Josie shouts through my closed door. 

"Come in." I yell back and she strolls inside holding something in her hand, though I can't bare look at her so I keep my eyes pinned to the ceiling.

"I want you to do another." She instructs, sitting on the edge of my bed. Her tone makes my eyes leave the ceiling and look at her. "Another pregnancy test." She adds when she sees my confused face.

In her hand, she clutches a box of one of the expensive tests, the digital ones. She must've gotten that whilst I was I cleaning myself up after the first test.

But why is she so bothered by the result?

"Why Jo? We already know the result." I ask sitting up completely and watching her, closely.

"Y-yes I know but since there isn't a doctors within miles, I want you to do as many tests as possible in the mean time, to make the sure the answer is real." She sighs, throwing the box at me. I catch it before it hits my face and scowl at her.

Rolling my eyes, I get out of bed and walk towards the bathroom. "Fine!" I snap closing the door on her.

I piss in another fuckin cup and dip all three sticks in it and put a 3 minute timer on. Whilst I wait, I stroll back into the bedroom and lie down already knowing the answer. Meanwhile Jo shoots to her feet and goes in there to watch the sticks.

God she is obsessed with this.

"BLAIRE?" Jax shouts from down the hall. He's back already.