Forbidden (#1)✔️

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

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-VIOLENCE- 

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JAXON HAS HIS OWN PERSONAL DRIVER???? What the stupid fuck can't drive or something?

So after me blurting out some really feminine thing over breakfast, Jaxon is taking me to the store. I don't know why he is being so nice all of a sudden. I mean I kind of slapped him and I'm still waiting for a tell off.

When me and Jax left, Amara promised I could talk to my mother and Lili when we came back. Xander wasn't a fan of this but who gives a flying fuck about his opinion. He stinks.

Stinky men don't deserve opinions.

Anyways I am going to take advantage of this 'nice Jaxon' and buy shit I don't need just to piss him off.

"Blaire, get in." OH MY GOD he said my name...that is the first time I have heard him say my name...I think. I can't fuckin remember my brain is still running around up there, jumping on bouncy castles and shit.

He holds open the back door to another sleek black car but this one isn't a limo, this one is an Audi S8. Beautiful car if I do say.

I climb in and he gets in after me and we sit side by side. Very awkward. 

Our knees are slightly touching as Jax leans forward to tell the driver where we are going. 

"Where are we going?" I ask trying to sound confident and unfazed by this whole situation, but it came out all squeaky and raspy.

It's because I have yet to clear my throat okay!! Not because being in his presence makes me nervous. No god no not that 2nd one.

I clear my throat because he leans back and stares at me. He probably thinks I sound like a squirrel or something.

"We are going to Target." He says turning away from my gaze to look out his window.

The weather today has mixed feelings on what it wants to present. One minute it is raining and freezing cold, the next minute it is hot and sunny? Like New York, will you just pick one weather!

I love target, me and Lili would have late night drives there whenever we couldn't sleep. Damn I need to fix this situation and get them back home.

The rest of the car ride was silence. I could only hear his breathing and let me tell you, he is a heavy breather and I just wanted to pull out his airways and suffocate him just so he stops breathing so loud. 

No I'm sorry that was too violent (mental eye roll).

When we reach the store, Jaxon says they have to do a perimeter sweep, making me stay in the car like a child who lost his lollipop.

Apparently they need to protect me. Protect me from what. Who the fuck is going to try and harm me in daylight, in a parking lot, outside of Target. Doesn't make sense but I let them check anyways.

Jax comes back so I get out of the car and walk infront of him to the store. He follows me like he is my bodyguard. 

God these men and their Bipolar attitudes really give me a headache.