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thirty-five

AUTHOR'S NOTE!!!

WE HIT 4K THANK YOU GUYS SO DARN MUCH. I LOVE YOU ALL.

toodles. x

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A few days went by and me and Jaxy haven't been able to keep our hands off each other.

He hasn't physically been inside me yet but we have made out on multiple occasions and snuggled closely together whenever we were alone.

I do still love this man...

No one knows how close we are out of our friends. They think our usual shit is going on and that we are constantly arguing or some shit.

Although we haven't labelled what we are yet, we kind of already know what we want each other to be.

I want to be his and he wants to be mine. Simple.

Earlier today, Jaxy got a call of Xander telling him there is going to be a winter ball in 2 days' time. Short notice I know but it is getting super close to Christmas so they are having it sooner than expected. 

Hopefully this ball which be much different to the last one.

I shiver even thinking about it.

Josie got out of the hospital a couple days ago and she is already feeling better. We have agreed to help each other dress and get ready for when the time comes for the ball.

I think I still have that second dress I bought stored away somewhere. The red one I think? I can't fuckin remember.

"Did you ever find your real mom?" Jax blurts, brushing my wet hair. 

We had just taken a shower together and I told him my head hurts. I honestly don't know what from, so he offered to help brush my hair. 

I haven't really thought about my 'moms'. My fake one died and my real one I don't even know who the fuck she is or whether she is also dead. My 'father' might have killed her as well.

"I remember asking Vince to dig up some information on her but he said he couldn't find anything." I say slightly falling asleep to him combing my locks.

"Oh, I'm sorry Moonie." He whispers leaning down to kiss my cheek. I lean into his touch and I feel so relaxed around him.

"It's not your fault Jaxy." I mumble my eyes struggling to stay awake.

He scoffs when he hears the nickname and climbs off the bed to stand infront of me.

"You're sleepy, let's get you to bed." He says shoving his warm hoodie over my bare arms. I am wearing my PJ bottoms and a skimpy top. He must've realised I was cold.

He takes the spare pillows off the bed and ruffles the covers so I can squeeze in. He helps me get in bed, then he climbs in after me. I immediately press my face into his chest, tangle our legs together and drift off to sleep.

"You mind if I watch some TV?" He questions quietly. I just shake my head 'no' in response, feeling his hand rub my back soothingly, I finally calm down and let the sleep consume me.

JAXON'S POV:

Her little snores are the cutest thing I have ever heard. When she used to sleep on the sofa, her snores were distant and quiet so I couldn't hear as well as I can now, now that she is next to me.

But fuck me when she told me what the tattoos were for I wanted to belt out crying. She makes me happy, sad and horny all at the same fuckin time and I don't even know how she does it but I don't want her to ever stop.