Hidden Feelings ~ STEDDIE

27-Beautiful ~ Steddie

It's a Saturday morning. Steve woke up with Eddie laying on his chest. Steve just admired him for a while. Then, he stared at the ceiling...thinking about everything and nothing.

He doesn't know what the day will bring since everything and he doesn't work this weekend. He thought about going somewhere with Eddie and just having fun, but Steve also felt like doing nothing. Steve feels so off. Like something was missing from his life.

He just doesn't know what it could be. He has an amazing boyfriend, the little shitheads, and Robin. Everything he could ever imagine is there and good, but a part of his emotions have lost connection. Like a broken satellite.

An hour as past and Steve didn't realize he was staring at the ceiling for that long. Eddie started moving around in his sleep.

Steve didn't know what to do. Should he wake him up? Or leave him be?

A million thoughts were running in his head. He is unable to gather everything together. He feels like a puzzle with a missing piece. Eddie stops moving around and wraps his arms around Steve's stomach. Which makes Steves' heart flutter.

Steve smiles a huge smile and stares back at the ceiling. Just smiling and he starts crying. He has no clue why.

He wants to remain happy like this forever. He can't imagine his life without Eddie Munson. Eddie Munson is one of the things that is keeping him together. No one he has ever dated has done that for him. He honestly wants to marry the metalhead, but he knows that will never happen. Yet, Steve tries not to think that way.

Steve finally gathers his thoughts together and thinks to himself, "He is so beautiful. I love this idiot so much. I would be lost without him."

Sorry, for not posting for a while. Procrasination got to me and writers' block, but I will try to update as much as I can. I start school tomorrow by the way. I'm not ready :(

But, I do want to try to motivate myself to write more. Also, sorry for the short chapter. I will try to write more :)