I quit

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Laila's POV.

My ears buzzed as my mind fogged. I guess I heard wrong. I shook my head trying to overcome the shook but she hit me with other. "I want you to be mine Laila." She whispered in the crook of my neck as she traced circles on my hips.

I couldn't think straight even if I badly wanted to. All I could think of was...

how her body fit perfectly with mine just like a missing piece.

how her lips were doing magic on my neck making me gulp as I stared into thin space.

how her breath fanned just below my ear making my breath hitch repeatedly.

how her hands held me in place protectively as if I would run away.

how our chests fell in rhythm as we both took in shallow breaths .

I could feel my body grow hot with every second I took in her alluring scent mixed with some cigarettes.

But deep down I knew I had to control myself and not let her deceive me because I know she will never feel what I'm feeling for her right now.

And that's love....

My love for her.... which I know she will never return back even if hell meets earth....we all knew that including me so I had to stop my daydreaming now.

"Stop fucking lying to my face Skylar when we all know the real truth that you don't like me and will never like me so why don't you cut the crap and just leave me the hell alone."

I whispered harshly in her ear through gritted teeth as I tried to control my tears.

I pushed her body away from mine making her take steps back and for the first time I saw an  emotion cross with her eyes for a brief second.

Hurt?

Why was she hurt when I pushed her away when she didn't think of how I would have felt on that day she bribed me.

She doesn't think about anyone else but herself. All she thinks of is herself.

She's so pathetic.

My vision became burry as I started sniffing softly to keep them at bay. "Why did you say that Skylar when you know it's a lie?" I couldn't help but ask.

She literally bribed me just a while ago yet she's the same person asking me to be hers.

Is she crazy?

Does she think I'm stupid?

She opened her lips to say something but nothing came out so a tear rolled down my eye making me  immediately wipe it off.

I guess she did go deaf so I kissed my teeth in anger before I sneered at her.

"You know you have just fucked someone yet you're here asking me to be yours." My voice came out strong and I was glad for it because I didn't it want to seem weak at all even though it hurt so good.

What if she had fucked that brunette and she here tryna ask me to be hers?

I gulped feeling the lump form in my throat as tears formed in my eyes again.

I didn't want to seem weak at all because it will just show her how helpless I am.

I couldn't help but ask what she my so called boss think of me after all the events that happened between us

"What do you really think of me Skylar?" She looked taken back and I could also see the wheels turning in her head wondering who I was to her making me roll my eyes.

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