EGO & VENGEANCE

Chapter 1

Kelani

Waking up restless is something I hate with a passion. I can't even dream, the least I could feel is well rested after sleeping. But nope, go to sleep tired, see black for what feels like 5 minutes, wake up still tired.

I haven't gotten a good nights sleep since that day. And for the longest time I only had nightmares, that felt as if they were eating at my brain.

I soon developed insomnia. It's not that I never sleep like a fucken vampire or I'm on some Freddy Krueger type shit, I just don't sleep much anymore. I don't get nightmares anymore either so I'm not mad.

Im lucky if I get 2 hours of sleep in. But on these rare  days where I get so exhausted that I have to let my body rest, I get about 6-7 hours of sleep- yet I still wake up restless.

It is what it is, at least I know the reason why I'm so exhausted. And honestly, I don't feel guilty about it.

Does that make me evil?

It's on weekends usually- when I get the emails asking me to deal with some scumbag who's either trying to abuse someone, or already has.

The people I deal with are people you'd find in the deepest pits of hell.

Rapists, pedophiles, child molesters, child rapists, stalkers, abusive ex-boyfriends/girlfriends. You know, those scumbags.

So yeah, I deal with them. Meaning I beat the fuck out of them or kill them if necessary. "Necessary" meaning if the client feels as though they won't stop until they're dead, or if they re-occur with their attacks even after I leave them with a warning.
I kill them. I do that a lot.

If a guy decides to drug a teenage girl, take her outside, abuse her, humiliate her, rape her, and piss on her clothes. I kill them. Yes, that has happened before.

The client explained to me what happened to her, she requested to have her revenge, who am I to tell her no? I'm only giving her what she wants, and him what he deserves.

Does that make me evil?

I'm not excusing what I do. At the end of the day it's still murder. But I refuse to know that there was a man out there who would sneak into a little 6 year old boys room, and sexually assault him often, and not do anything about it.

The mother reported it, and guess what happened? Yes! He got arrested and imprisoned.

Guess for how long? nope 4 years.

And guess what happened after he was released? He moved in to the house next to the victim and taught the mother, who was protecting her son, a "lesson" for "snitching".

So not only did this grown man unleash so much more trauma and abuse than any child should ever go through, he also raped the mother for "snitching" on him, AND he was living right next to them. So they have to be reminded of the anguish that they had to endure, cause of that pig.

The Grim reaper was a little slow for that roach, so I did what he should've done the first time that 39 year old man laid his hands on that little boy, while he was sleeping; probably excited to see his friends at school the next day.

It's not that I just go off of what the clients claim either. It's easy for me to tell when someone is lying, not necessarily by their eyes or body language- but in their voice and their explanations. I have to remain anonymous so I don't meet clients face to face, I call, and usually from there I can tell.

I have had clients report ex-boyfriends based on pure bullshit. No body describes their rape like a novel. And coincidentally, it was the women who I find out are crazy ex girlfriends- who explain their 'assault' that way. Who describes their rape like it was some smut scene in a book?