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“She asked me if I wanted to join in her band. Mommy pushes me to try since I haven’t joining any group or organizations that time. Hindi pa bumubukad ang pakpak ng paru-paro niyo noon.”

My members were staring at me with adoration in their eyes. Tila tinutunaw ang puso ko dahil doon. I feel so special.

“I was hesitating because of my social anxiety but I decided to join.” At kailan man ay hindi ko pinagsisihan ang desisyon.

“I didn’t expect my journey to be this far. I never expect that I would have my stays by my side who will love and support me no matter what.” I gulped and stopped my tears.

Natagalan bago ulit ako nakapagsalita. I met his eyes and I suddenly feel like I wanted to cry. Napagod ako at nagpahinga, pero hindi ko naisipang sukuan ang lahat.

“I feel really bad and sorry for my past issues po. It was all proven wrong pero naisip kong hindi ako nag-ingat.”

“Nagpabaya?” I asked myself. “Siguro, oo. I may be still lack of something that time.”

I pressed my lips together as tears started to flow. Tinakpan ko ang mga mata gamit ang libreng kamay, I felt Heavenly’s hand caressing my back kaya lalo akong naiyak.

I stand up but ended up landing on the floor. Nagulat sila at agad akong dinaluhan. Ang mga manonood ay nabahala sa nakita kaya mas bumuhos ang luha ko.

Muli akong tumayo matapos ang mainit na yakap mula sa mga kapatid ko. I showed the world my biggest and purest smile.

“I-I am sorry for messing things up. Sorry but I am not sorry for reaching this far, I deserve this. Even the whole universe.”

I pointed a man using a finger heart and chuckled.

“Because my universe is him... my Voice, my special someone.”

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