It was long ago it was when everyone was happy. Even I was happy I was more than happy I was in love. I though I would be in love forever with him. I was wrong my world stop and broke into a thousand. And I pushed good friends away and if I didn't I hurt them. What little did I know how fall I fallen I started cutting, drinking,depression,smoking, fights, running away, and becoming a person I didn't know. Later on after I got help from four people that know how to do there job I went to rehab which sucked . I learned everything the hard way. And the way I see it now I lost a lot of people to. What little do they still know I have to fight everyday to keep myself alive. So fron that day I started doing everything I remember I'm strong than I use to be. Do I wish that day would come back no I don't. So thous I shall remember to look to see what happenes before I do it.
