Am I stronger than the blade and the feel of the blood dripping down. I feel like I am but I came home after my gmal ( grandma) dropped me off at practice well stead of getting a ride home I walk I came in side the house there was my mom drunk and mad or more like pissed off. She started yelling at me then she slap me I let out a yelp then she like u like the pain you little bitch I said no shaking cause I knew something less was going to go wrong . I got up off the floor then boom she hit me in the stomach and started kicking me everywhere. She keep on doing it say things that really hurts. I see the blood from my noise on the floor . Then I heard a bottle being broke then I feel the little pieces of glass hitting the floor . Then I felt something through me a piece of glass I knew she just stabbed me with it . I didn't care I felt dizzy I was almost out of it when I hear the door open it was my gmal she took my mom and locked the door on her that the last thing I remember before I woke up over at her place with a bandaged on my side and a cloth up in my noise for the bleeding . Now I'm at my gmal sitting here on her bed writing with a sore side and a headache . I want to say something I love my mom I don't want her to go to jail cause she the only one that know me well and beside I don't want to live with my dad and plus my mom okay when she don't drink . Yeah I know it's hard . i should probably stop writing and go to sleep so I feel better about tomorrow I just wonder how am I going to run.. for gym great ...I well will just tell her I can't run do to my knee. Well night and there u guys go for the update.
