Life so far has been ruff. Yeah well I started talking about it . This summer I went to a movie with my ex boyfriend / best friend. So when went to go see If I stay. It was really good. So we watched it by that time we where only friends and nothing more then that until the movie ended. I had feelings for him since I was like 6. So after we got out of the movie place and walk to the street waiting for my mom. I said "You know that movie was very romantic. " he said " Yeah a lot of kissing." So I went quite then I said " Would you ever date me ?" He said "yes" So just out of my mouth I said "Will you go out with me" He like I need time to think. So it was the 21 when I asked him.Now it's the 23 and that night at 6:30 p.m . We where talking And I said so have you made up your mind. He like yes now he like I have a question for you. I said okay he said Will you go out with me I said yess. I was so happy I ran down the street and happy as hell. Well turns out we only last a month and 2 weeks. hahaha so that's the day I began to cut again and now the little voice inside my hand like you know your worthless and no wants to be your friends. you so fat why don't you kill yourself. But many time have I listen to that voice but my best friend she came over to me she said " You don't look okay tell me what's going on." I looked at her and I just balled my eyes out. I told her everything but the cutting. And stop eating thing. Now that she knows most I tell everything and she now helping me through it. So yeah there is my life so far. Bye.
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I just wanted to add this I know its along time ago but thanks Payton for help and Bri thanks for stick with me even tho I should have listen to you guys in the first places. But again thanks.
