Where did i go wrong with my life. I'm a bad person I bet no one wants to forgive me. Its better to sit here that the church and cry my eyes out then to go home. I'm cold and missing the person that ment a lot to me. I sitting looking that the place where bri saw the fake horse and where payton was watching her crazy brother do stupid stuff with noah . I will never forget. And I don't want to not make new memories. I want to make them. I went to talk to her I don't think she will forgive me cause I'm stupid and a bitch. And Darrius telling me to Be patient . Witch I can't cause I miss her to much . I missed her so much I started crying when I was talking to her. And I barley ever crying in front of someone. I should probably shut up. And go so bye I'm going to go to my play house or aka hang out spot. so bye.
