Lost Love

Chapter 13

A week has passed and I got my England call up! I did it. I actually did it. I'm just happy to be doing it with Leah, Chloe, Keira and Beth. I'm happy to make it through the rough patch. My mental health was already getting so much better, which Leah was the main cause for. Leah only ever left me to go to training, other than that she was glued to my side. I've never felt this way for someone, I never thought I'd find her.

We were packing for England camp, and we were on our international break.

"You excited?"
Leah said to me, while packing her bags. All her things were in my room, which I loved.

"I'm really excited. I can't wait to get there Leah. I feel like this was meant to be."

"It was Hol. You deserve this more than anyone. You've been through so much and this is a marker of your progress."
Leah grabbed my hand, and gave it a light kiss.

"I love you Lee."

She looked up at me, tears brimming her eyes up.

"I love you so much Hol. I didn't think you'd ever say that to me again. I'm so glad you did."

"I think I need a nap. I've too many thoughts in my head right now."

"That's okay darling, you want a cuddle?"

"Of course I do. I'd never decline a cuddle. Who do you think I am?"

I slept for what felt like hours, and woke up to no Leah beside me. I instantly shot up. I looked around, to see Leah packing the rest of my bag.

'God I love this girl. So much.'

Leah seen me wake up and ran back beside me.

"Hi sweetheart, you have a good sleep?"

"I needed it. Thanks for finishing my bag baby. It really helped."

I gave Leah a small, gentle kiss. She kissed me back, growing more passionate.

"You get up okay? We leave for camp soon."

A car pulled up soon later to take me, Leah, Chloe and Beth to camp. I was so excited, I couldn't sit still the entire car journey. We arrived and went straight to the meeting room. Leah started to introduce me to people.

Mary came up and gave me a big hug.

"Hi I'm Mary, i'm guessing your Holly?"

"Yes I am. It's so good meeting you!"

From the corner of my eye, I caught someone staring at me and Leah. The one person I was not ready to see. I felt hatred and sickness rush over me. I ran out of the room and sat outside on a bench.

"You miss me Hol?"