My random ass poetic thoughts

Poem number 19: Tired

I'm muh fuckin tired,

tired of everything I try not working,

tired of people trying to play tug of war with my life,

tired of people playing games with my head,

tired of this,

tired of that,

tired of people expecting me to live up to their expectations,

tired of people forgetting I'm a person,

tired of people being hypocrites,

tired of struggling,

tired of waiting,

tired of being disappointed,

tired of bullshit,

tired of weird shit,

tired of weak shit,

tired of wakin up and it's the same ole shit with a different toilet,

tired of being misunderstood,

tired of both the atheist and the christian,

tired of religion,

tired of people not letting people be themselves,

tired of working hard just to end up with nothing and broke,

tired of feeling like feeling like everything I'm doing is being opposed,

tired of feeling like I'm not good enough,

tired of being lied to,

tired of being lied on,

tired of people looking down on me,

tired of people talking down on me, tired of being treated like I'm wrong when I know that I'm right,

tired of being hated because I don't wanna live a lie,

tired of feeling alone,

tired of people talking about me behind my back but never to my face to figure out how to help me,

tired of being treated like I'm supposed to solve the entire world's problems just to ignore my own,

tired of people thinking they know what's right for me just because it's right for their feelings when in actuality of reality what they want me to do just to please them is wrong for me,

tired of people being fake and plastic,

tired of people not being authentic,

tired of having no one by my side,

tired of [ep[;e acting like it's a problem with me being myself instead of being someone I'm not,

I'm just tired.