I'll do the stupid font thing later.
This is aimed at multiple people by the way. Not just one individual person.
You know, I actually appreciate it when you ignore me! I really, really do! That means I don't have to be upset and wonder what the hell I did wrong? Gasp! That's wrong, that doesn't mean that doesn't happen! Woah, that's crazy! I didn't care about you that much anyway, you're the one who has brought me to tears the most, why should I care about you ignoring me for someone else? Because...because I have a kind, caring heart. It's funny how those you love the most, that can make you the happiest can also bring you the most tears, bring you the most sadness. Life's just ironic like that. I expect too much of you, I expect you to be the perfect people for me. Which is beyond foolish. Like I said before, I'm always the fucking initiator. No one ever bothers to initiate things ever. I should just, dissappear. That way they all can't bother me anymore. It'd be a lonely life, but a safe life. I'm sick and tired of having to do everything just for you....just for them to disregard everything and ditch me! I should have known, I should have left you all right then and there. How dare I have compassion, how dare I go out of my way to show appreciation for you, HOW DARE I TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ALL! If you guys don't care about my love, if you guys don't care about my efforts...then fuck you. Fuck all of you! I'm done being your test dummy! Find someone else to fuck with! I'm done making all the plans, I'm done pouring my heart out, I'm done showing appreciation, I'm.fucking.done. I'm willing to bet if I didn't reach out first then none of you would bother talking to me again. Which is fine, at least then I'd know who's true and who's false. I used to be much kinder than I am now...but people like you ruin it for me. Ruin everything.
Ignore me all you want, I don't give a shit anymore. Go and find my replacement, damnit! See if I care! My IGAF button is broken.
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𝘼𝙙𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝘽𝙤𝙤𝙠 + 𝙌&𝘼
AcakI've seen a couple of these floating around the app and wanted to try it for myself. The Q&A portion is for y'all to get to know me better and just have fun asking me things. I thought this could be a fun little thing to do with you all, so here.
