Under The Full Moon (Ziam Abo)

CHAPTER 23

Here's the next chapter! Am genuinely sorry for the delay!

____

Louis hesitates outside the door, pretending to be looking at his phone but he's delaying the inevitable. He feels sleepy and today's drama was indeed tiring, but yet, he finds himself staring at the door and hesitating.

It's just Harry. But it's Harry, someone who's been fucking with his mind ever since he has heard that deep, raspy voice over call. And to know that that Omega is equally into him is quite a shock to Louis (He's still working on believing it) and to be honest, he's too chicken to walk into the room where Harry's surely in.

He won't admit it loud, but yeah.

He takes a deep breath in, and breathes it out before lifting his fist to knock the door. But it opens before he can make contact to knock and Harry looks at Louis flatly.

"I was starting to wonder if you were ever planning to knock" He says and Louis frowns.

"I just came and I was about to knock when you opened the door, curly" Louis says and Harry deadpans.

"Your shadow was visible underneath door, you know?" Harry says and Louis fights back a wince.

"Well, that could have been Niall eavesdropping, trying to figure out if it's decent to come in or not" Louis shrugs "He just walked off"

"I bet he's sleeping" Harry says flatly "Why were you hesitating?"

"I don't know" Louis gives up with the lies "I wasn't sure if you wanted me to sleep with you tonight"

He backtracks immediately when he realizes how it sounded "You know, sleep. Just sleep, that's what I meant. Not the-you know-erm"

"I know" Harry breaks a small amused smile and Louis rolls his eyes before he shoves past Harry. "Hey, I didn't give my permission"

"Blah blah blah" Is what Louis responds as he plops down on the bed "Ah, this is so nice"

"You forgot to remove your shoes"

"Uh-huh?" Louis just lies there for a moment before kicking off his shoes unceremoniously "There you go"

Harry shakes his head and goes to place them aside before sitting down beside Louis. "Louis?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you think...do you think Liam will have to face his heat with no blockers to block it?" Harry asks and Louis blinks open his eyes to look at him.

"Yeah, I guess" Louis sits up then. "There's no way we can get it now"

Harry nods and frowns to himself "Do you think you will lose it too? When it comes I mean, you will lose your control too right?"

Louis winces this time and wishes he was like Zayn. "I hate to say this, but I don't trust myself around Liam. And I know how it sounds like too, and especially admitting it to you"

"I don't blame you" Harry says quietly, but his smile is gone now. And Louis feels like shit when he notices it.

"I blame myself" Louis admits, making Harry turn to him. "I'm sorry, Harry. I don't have the super self control that Zayn does, and I wish I had it too."

"It's not your fault" Harry says but Louis shakes his head.

"It's not easy to accept that" Louis says, avoiding his eyes as he opts to stare at the floor instead. "Especially admitting it to you, it's not easy. It's kind of disgusting, I might lose me shit if he ever goes into heat around me."