Based off Helena by My Chemical Romance ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Rui's POV:
I finally get to play on stage again! The meds seems to be working. I have the confidence to go up there. Especially with my band mates Emu and Nene. "Let's go." I say with glee. Emu and Nene give me cornered faces. "Are you sure you can do this? It's only been about 5 months since Tsukasa-" I cut Nene off. "No. Don't bring it up. I don't wanna cry." I walked away from them and ran onto the stage. "HOW IS EVERYONE!?" I yelled into the mic. Everyone yelled a bunch of different answers. It felt comforting. Knowing that there were others with me. I knew Tsukasa was standing behind me with smile on his face. I fell a hand touch my shoulder. I look behind me to no one. Nene and Emu were already behind me. I felt strange now. What was it? Or more importantly, who was it? I shook it off and started to sing our first song. Not even half way though I stop and began sing some random lyrics.
"Long ago Just like the Hearse you die to get in again- Oh... Sorry guys!" What was I doing up there!? Singing a random string of lyrics that I've never heard!? Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!
I continued the song I was previously singing. Or atleast tried to...
The same lyrics started pouring out of my mouth. I tried to hold back but I couldn't. It would never end! I finally stopped. I was shaking to the point of falling. Blood was coming out of my nose. Why... Why was this happening to me? Nene and Emu ran over to me to get me up. I looked in front of me to see Tsukasa. "Rui... This isn't you... Please... Get up... Get over it. You can't leave yet." He said. Suddenly he just... disappeared...
I started to cry and ran backstage. I knew I couldn't do it! Tsukasa! TSUKASAAAAA! WHY!? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE SO SOON!? THIS ISN'T ME! THIS ISN'T YOU EITHER! YOU DIDN'T FIX YOUR PAIN! YOU PASSED IT ON! WHY!?
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