I woke up to Rui's arms around me. I felt secure. Rui is like my big warm chamber. Keeps me safe. Rui kisses my forehead and ruffles my hair.
"Mmm..." I could barely speak because I just woken up. Rui picked me up, wrapped me on a blanket like a little burrito, and carried me downstairs.
"Do you want me to make you something?" Rui asked while smiling. I shook my head.
"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.
"Not hungry..." I mumbled.
He laid me down on the couch and went to the kitchen. 10 minutes later he brought me an entire breakfast of Belgian waffles, syrup, whipped cream, AND fruit.
I couldn't resist eating it.
"See! You were hungry!" He said jokingly.
"Just because I'm hungry, doesn't mean I want to eat," I said my voice monotone. Rui frowned and wrapped his arms around me shoving his head into my side with my arm on his head. I smiled and kept eating. Rui groaned and stood up.
"I'm gonna go get some water." He pointed to the kitchen and walked away. I waved as he walked away. I went back once he was gone and pushed my plate away. I look at the cuts on my arms.
"This is stupid."
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Then, school.
Rui and Nene sat with me at lunch and wouldn't let me out of their sight. With me being Suicidal, they really want to keep an eye on me. I barely ate any food and just chose to starve. Rui wasn't happy about it. Especially the fact that I did it without him noticing. He hugged me every time he saw me and did A LOT of PDA. He carried me to class too. I felt a small warm feeling inside me that stopped when I quit W×S. After I quit, Emu quit, then Nene. Rui stopped doing his 1-man-shows and stopped theater altogether. Nene and Emu do gigs now for money. Most of the time they are hired to play together. They always slay.
Later during class, I didn't answer any questions at all. I refused to talk in class. Rui walked home with me and held my hand the entire time.
Rui's POV:
I'm not letting this sucker get hit by a fucking truck. I know he was thinking about walking in the road.
Tsukasa had his head down the entire time and said nothing. I poked his cheek and made a little "poke" sound. He tried to hide his face. I did it again, and he laughed.
"Your laugh is so cute." I mumbled.
"O-Oh... ! Y-You really think so...?" My comment made him blush.
"Of course." I smiled.
I ruffled his hair and put my arm around him. The next thing I knew, he ran to his house away from me.
"Tsukasa!?" I yelled. I ran after him.
He was already in the house when I arrived. I tried to open the door but it was locked.
"FUCK!" I screamed. I tried everything I could to open the door then I finally just broke it down.
I ran upstairs, Tsukasa's door was also locked. I knocked the door down again and saw Tsukasa.
He was hanging from the ceiling.
"T-Tsukasa...?" I mumbled. I slowly stepped to the body. His neck was purple and his face was pale. His hands felt like knives. I was beginning to cry.
"TSUKASA WHAT THE HELL!?" I cried out. I fell to the ground and curled into a ball.
