Secrets with Wolff - Max Verstappen

30.

We flew home the next day. It was only Max and I on his plane and I felt a little embarrassed for what happened last night.
Luckily he acted like nothing happened.

Most of the flight, he was on his phone. Once in a while he smiled as he received a text. I wondered who he was texting the entire time.
He caught me looking at him as he looked up from his phone. "You're staying with Lando?" I nodded. I haven't really heard from him but I was hoping he would still want to see me. "Okay great then you can ride with me" I would rather ride you to be honest. God what was wrong with me.
I never told anyone but Max was great in bed. Don't get me wrong, Lando was great too, but Max made me forget my name when we had sex.

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I was standing in front of Lando's door. I knocked a few times and he finally opened the door. He smiled when he saw me but I could see that it was a fake one. He kissed my lips quickly. "So where have you been?" He closed the door behind me. "My plane got canceled so I had to take the next one, thanks for caring" I guess he could sense my sarcasm because he grabbed my arm and turned me around. "Excuse me? You never texted or called me. I was fucking worried" I rolled my eyes. Yes of course he was worried, he could've texted me as well. "Yes you were so worried that you called me asking if I was okay"
We were both looking at each other. "Where you with Max?" I didn't answer but I guess that was enough for him. He opened the door again.
"Get out" I looked at him but he didn't show any emotion. I just started walking out and he slammed the door behind me.

Where did I have to go? I had no place and hotels were hard to find around here.
My only option was Max.

I walked up to his door and knocked three times. Not much later, Max opened the door. "Is Lando not home?" He looked at me but he quickly opened the door a bit more to let me in. I guess he could see I was not okay. "We had a fight, can I stay with you tonight? I promise I'll find a hotel tomorrow" he closed the door behind me and he nodded. "You can stay as long as you want Ryls. Don't worry about it" I walked inside his apartment and sat down on his couch. He sat down next to me, he grabbed his phone quickly and started texting someone. I hoped I wasn't interrupting something.

We watched a movie together, but we were really tired so we decided to go to bed early. I was laying in his guest room. It felt lonely and cold.
I got up and walked to his bedroom. I spend so many nights in there, I knocked on his door but there was no answer. He must be asleep already. I opened the door slowly, he was laying in bed and he looked so peaceful. "Max are you awake?" I whispered.
I felt so stupid, of course he wasn't awake. I turned around but in that moment I heard his raspy voice. "Can't sleep?" I turned around again and closed the door. "No I am feeling so lonely" he opened his arms, a sign for me to get in his bed. I crawled next to him and he wrapped his arms around my body, pulling me against his body. He kissed my head softly.

Here I was, laying in the arms of my ex boyfriend and I never felt more safe.