Secrets with Wolff - Max Verstappen

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"How do I look?" I spun around to show my dress. Max was laying on the bed of his hotel room. We both had our own room, but we liked to share one so most of the times we slept together.
"Amazing. You always look amazing." He sat up a little and pulled me closer to him. I sat down on his lap and put my hands on his cheeks, I kissed him passionately.
"Wow what was that for" he whispered on my lips. I didn't even know why I felt the need to do that. Maybe it was my way to say sorry. I really was sorry for all the lies I told him.
"I just love you" his eyes lit up and he pulled me into a hug. "I love you too. I love you so fucking much" we were both holding each other for a couple of minutes. We were just enjoying each other's touches. "Now go, the girls are probably waiting" he kissed my cheek softly. I told him I was going out with the girls. That's another lie I can add on my list. I sighed. I had such strong feelings for Max. Why did I felt the need to get to know Lando better?

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I was sitting at a table with Lando, Isa and Carlos. Lando was sitting next to me. It felt nice to go out for once. "So Rylee.. how do you like your new job?" Carlos looked at me smiling.
"It's really fun, I get to hang out with all the fun people" I smiled back at him and he nodded. It was nice to be a part of their little family and not just walking around as Toto's niece.
All of a sudden I felt a hand on my thigh, it was Lando's hand. I looked at him and he just smiled at me. I quickly smiled back at him. "I'm sorry I'm going to use the bathroom" I looked at Isa. I was hoping she would get the hint that I wanted to talk to her. She got the hint because she got up quickly.

We were both standing in front of the mirror. She was smiling at me. "You guys are so cute together. I think he really likes you" she was fixing her makeup. I liked Lando too, I just wasn't sure if it was more than friendship. It definitely would be much easier than being with Max.
I knew Max wanted to come clean and just tell everyone but he didn't have an uncle that would kill him. "You think so?" I was leaning against the sink, looking at her through the mirror.
"Definitely. The way he looks at you and how he wants you to be friends with Carlos. It's actually really cute." She looked at me and put her hand on my arm. "And you deserve to be happy" I thought I was happy already. Didn't I look happy? Maybe Max didn't make me as happy as I thought I was.

We sat down at the table again. Carlos and Lando already paid the bill. We walked out and waved at Carlos and Isa as they left together. For the first time this evening, I was alone with Lando. "I will walk you to your hotel." Lando smiled and I just nodded. He was walking me to my boyfriends hotel. "I had a great time and Carlos seemed to like you" Lando smiled. We were walking next to each other. I actually really enjoyed to be with him. "Yeah? I really like him too. He's a great guy" I felt his hand brush against mine, like he was asking if he could hold my hand. I brushed against his and a second later, we were holding hands. I never hold hands with Max in public. It felt really nice.

We stopped in front of the hotel, we were still holding hands. "Thank you for walking me to my hotel." I stood in front of him and took my hand back. "No problem, I wanted to spend more time with you anyways" he smiled, he was coming closer to me. My heart started to beat faster. Was he going to kiss me?
He put his hand on my cheek and brushed his lips against mine. I closed my eyes and we kissed for a couple of seconds. It was a soft, quick kiss.
He smiled against my lips and pulled away.
"I wanted to do this for so long" I giggled a little.
He was so different from Max, Max always said what he was thinking, he didn't really care what others thought about him. Lando on the other hand was kind of shy and really soft.

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I was laying in bed next to Max. I just kissed his friend a couple of hours ago and now he's cuddling me. He didn't expect a thing, he looked so peaceful right now.
I really needed to make my mind about who I wanted. Max felt like home, his kisses, his touches and the sex we had was amazing.
Lando felt like a breath of fresh air. I didn't need to hide with him, Toto wouldn't care if I was dating him.

I turned my head to Max and kiss his head softly. I sighed. I really didn't want to break his heart.