13 Reasons Why

Off tape 02

JISOO

We were sitting across from each other on Jennie's bed as a thousand questions rushed through my mind fighting for dominance. One question was coming again though.

"Why did you change your mind? What made you stay?"

"You, "Jennie answered immediately, biting her lower lip.

I didn't even have to respond to that, my face showed the emotions; shock, joy, and love.

"I know it seems unrealistic, but I just couldn't give up on this chance. This chance of finally becoming happy with someone. And I wanted to have that with you so much, "she took hold of my hand, stroking it gently with her thumb as she spoke.

"But you couldn't have known I would feel the same? What if I hadn't felt the same as you? What if I hadn't had a crush on you forever?" I couldn't help but smile as I saw Jennie's surprised gaze at the last part.

"That's the reason you got a tape. You see, the plan was to commit suicide-" I frowned at that, which she noticed, "sorry - but I wanted to know if there was just the slightest chance I could have something with you, so that's why I made sure you would listen to the tapes too. I needed to see your reactions."

"So you were spying on me?" my eyebrows rose, but I was smiling nonetheless because I honestly didn't mind.

"For good reasons, "she shrugged jokingly.

"Sure, "I rolled my eyes playfully to which she punched my arm lightly.

"Back to the point. So, I saw how sad you were when I was telling a bad story, and how your face lit up when I said something about you. From that, I figured that the odds were pretty good so I made you listen to the last one in plain sight where I could see and hear it perfectly. And that leads us to where we are now, "she scooched slightly closer.

"Okay, "I nodded, understanding the stories.

But there were still the bad parts.

"But what about everyone else? All the people that hurt you? What are we gonna do about them? Do you even want to be near them again?" I questioned worriedly.

"I honestly don't know, Jisoo. But, what I do know is that I want to be right here with you, "I smiled as I pulled her into my lap by her legs.

She wrapped them around my back as my hands found her waist.

"I love you, "I couldn't help the three words that escaped from my mouth.

I knew how unrealistic this was. Before now I'd spoken like four sentences to her in my entire life - which was why, at first, the words took her by surprise - but it just felt right. I already felt so connected to her, and everything just felt like it was falling into place.

Jennie searched my eyes for honesty to know I was genuine with the words I spoke. I didn't break the fond gaze I had on her, making her smile like it was to save a life - which I believed it quite actually could.

"I love you, too."

The words were whispered against my lips, making them only audible to me. She bit my lower lip gently causing me to let out a whimper. I couldn't decide if I should gasp or moan, so it came out as a mixture making Jennie let out the cute giggle I'd heard in my entire life.

We quickly got back into kissing again, which then turned into a make-out session, and before I knew Jennie was grinding her hips against me. I was so affected by her movements my entire body went numb from the sensation of Jennie's delicate gestures pressing me down.

I sucked in a sharp breath before I, out of breath, asked something I thought I could only ever dream of.

"Are we gonna...?"

Jennie looked up from where she was sucking on my neck with eyes filled with lust and desire.

"I'd love to, mhm, believe me, I would love to... so much, "she closed her eyes, grinding one last powerful time down on me again as her head tilted back, making my horny self relish it even more.

"But my mom is downstairs, and I promised her we would all go out to eat together."

I knew she wanted this just as much as I did, and we both showed disappointment and despair that it wouldn't happen right now.

"Raincheck?" Jennie raised her eyebrows with a smirk.

"You bet, "I pecked her lips one last time.

After freshening up, Jennie and I walked hand in hand downstairs to her mother in the kitchen.

"Hi mom, we're ready to eat if you are?"

"Hi girls. I am." She nodded and asked, "McDonald's?"

We eagerly agreed.

We drove to the place. After ordering our food, we sat down in one of the booths towards the corner of the room.

"So, girls, what took you so long up in your room?" She asked teasingly and both Jennie and I blushed at the question.

"Jisoo had a lot of questions. We just talked, "Jennie tried, but failed miserably, to explain seriously.

"Sure, "Mrs. Kim rolled her eyes playfully, knowing what we were doing.

We all shared a laugh. Mrs. Kim was a great mom. I was glad Jennie had her in her life. She deserved her. They both deserved each other.

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Aww. This was cute.