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9/19/22

As my eyes fell on her, I knew she was to die

Lethargic and weak 

She lays in the corner of the coop, waiting

The other chickens know death is soon for her

They take turns watching, looking at her one last time

I sit beside her as her body starts to loose circulation 

Feet and comb become pail and cold 

Her eyes close as she lays her head on the ground

Unable to lift her head any longer

I gently pet her soft feathers

And feel as her breathing becomes heavier

But her body becomes colder

Her eyes open and she lifts her head

She starts to smell of death, I know the time is soon

Her body seizes, legs and wings flail

I hold her head gently as her whole body thrashes 

As she takes her last breath, I feel her body go limp

My heart is heavy but relieved, relieved that she is no longer suffering 

I move her body to resemble a fetal position 

Giving her a Buddhist death to help her on her journey to the next life 

I carry her body to her freshly made grave not in sorrow 

The atmosphere is light-hearted and I smile when I know she's finally at peace

In death she is released from suffering 

Her journey through Bardo will bring her soul to her next life 

And I wish for her good fortune when she arrives there

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