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8/24/22

I wish I lived in a world where children didn't have to die

I wish I didn't have to see the mothers and fathers who are left behind

There shoulders a little too weighed down and a look in there eyes that's impossible to describe

I wish I didn't have to see them pretend they're okay when I know that they wake up every day and have to remember all over again that there child is gone

I wish I didn't have to see the siblings that are left behind

The ones that lost there siblings young and only come to understand the pain once they get older

I wish I didn't have to see the ones that ask why it wasn't them

There minds weighed down by the guilt of survival

I wish I didn't have to feel the grief that comes with growing older

Because with each year that passes, I understand more how truly short there lives were

Realizing those years were just the beginning and there life could of been so much more

I wish I didn't have to think about these children and wonder what they would be like if they were still alive

An incomplete image in my head because I know that it will never be real

I wish no one had to live with that pain

Pain that never leaves

Pain that is forever

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