𝘀𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗳𝗹𝗮𝗸𝗲 － 𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑜

a mess.

𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒． 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑒 ．． 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 ？ ． 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ．

I get up out of bed and go straight to the shower . after a bit I get out and change into ( wtv u want . ) . I decided to just put on mascara today .. nothing major and no music . grabbing my bag heading down the stairs to see finney and gwen already on the couch .

" you alright ? " finney says offering a smile .

I give him one back. " yeah im okay finn. Thanks.."

gwen jumps up and hugs me , " and if your not we'll always be here for you ! we promise."

hugging her back and smiling . " I know . trust me"

" you guys are taking all day " finney says playfully walking towards the door rolling his eyes.

" wait , did u guys eat? " I say in curiosity.

" yeah . i wasn't too hungry though " finney says while gwen agrees by shaking her head.

" alright come on . " I walk out the door waiting for them .

" you sure your okay ? " finney says staring at me.

" yeah . " i say bluntly

" your not . it's fine though . I understand " finney says looking straight ahead .

" everything will be alright . " gwen says

" thank you guys . " i say giving them a smile . " even tho it's not true . " I said mumbling

" what ? " gwen says

" oh- nothing ! "

" yea o-"

" heyyy !! " on the side of finney.

" hey robin ! " gwen says smiling at the boy.

" hey gwen . " he chuckles.

" hey finn . " he also says ruffling finneys hair up.

" cmon robin , i just did it ! " he says smacking his hand off and laughing

" where'd you come from anyway arellano ? " I say.

" geez , woke up on the wrong side of the bed today ? " .

i ignore his comment and keep walking , him noticing my ignorance he quickly apologizes

" sorry ash. i didnt mean it in any way.. " he says

I look at him as he finishes his sentence

" y'know.. since bruce . " he says finally looking at me.

" robin-"

" okay ! okay ! " finney says pushing me and him .

" glad somebody broke it up. " gwen says scoffing

" whatever . " I say .

finally arriving at school , gwen goes a different direction . as me , finney and robin walk towards the lockers .

I open mines up grabbing my stuff as they whisper about something .

" the hell are you guys whispering about. " I say curiously.

" none of your business. geezz , could you chillll a bit. " he says dragging the l as I laugh .

" yeah yeah arellano . I can " chilllll" a bit . I say mocking him as he laughs

" yeah . im heading to class " finney says not to wanting to be involved in the conversation.

" k finn. meet up with us later okay ? " i say.

" got it " mom " . he says before walking off .

i walk into class , Robin behind me since we sit in the back. as the lesson starts I doze off into space just thinking ..

" hey , you okay ? " robin says .

" yeah im fine."

" listen . i know things are hard .. but i promise they'll be better . im here for you . " he says placing his hand on mine .

"ⵊ'ᴍ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜᴇʀᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀsʜ. ⵊ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ " ᴠᴀɴᴄᴇ sᴀʏs ᴄʜᴜᴄᴋʟɪɴɢ ʙʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ .

" 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑡 ． 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑣𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 " 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚

" ᴀɴʏᴛɪᴍᴇ . " ʜᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇs ʙᴀᴄᴋ

" okay ? I promise . " robin says snapping me out of my gaze.

" yeah- yeah . okay , thanks . " I say giving him a quick smile and turning forward.

class finally ends and me and robin talk walking towards our lockers when finney rushes into the bathroom , some dudes after him.

" cmon . " I say leading him to the bathroom

" um .. see ash i know I said I was here for you but I didn't m-"

" no you asshole. some dudes followed finney in the bathroom. "

" oh. okay " he says relieved as we walk in.

" dipshits , move . " he says bluntly . but I stand next to them staring at their scared ass faces .

" hey finn , what's happening ? " robin says washing his hands .

" keeping on , keeping on i guess. " finn says

" pussy ass b-"

i punched one of the dudes in his face. " pussy ? you just got punched by a girl and your calling my brother a pussy? "

finn looks shocked , but a bit scared . as if ive never done it before .

" woah , calm down. " robin says .

" i am arellano . im " calm " I say sarcastically smiling.

he turns to the other 2 boys .

" fuck with Finn again . I fuck with you . "

they stand there looking confused ..

" you can leave now. " robin speaks again as they hurried out , and the last boy gets up and follows.

" told you . you'll be fine finney. " I smile at him and he returns it.