I've been laying in bed trying not to think about the fact that my mom is getting back together with my abusive father, so I've been scrolling on TikTok to try and distract myself. I get a text from Billie and open it.
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I hear the front door open downstairs and hear a male voice, I hear my mom telling them to come inside and she shuts the door I'm guessing. A couple of seconds later she yells "girls your dad is here, come down and eat dinner" I grunt annoyed with the fact that he's here, and get up to go downstairs. Macie is already sitting at the table when I get down there, they all look up at me since I just walked in and my sister gives me a look that tells me she doesn't want to be here either.
"come on honey grab a plate and come eat with us" my mom says
my dad just sits there with a stupid smile on his face the entire time, I roll my eyes and go grab a plate and put some food on it.
luckily he sits at the end and my mom and Macie sit on each side of him so I take a seat next to Macie, thank god I don't have to sit next to him I'll have to thank her for that later.
"so how are you girls?" he asks with a smile
fake bitch, I think to myself
"better since you left" I reply with sass
"AMARA!" mom says loudly trying to tell me to stop
I just roll my eyes and sit back in my chair and stare at them
"well what about you Macie?" he asks
"I'm pretty good just busy with school" she replies
"oh that's good" he smiles
wipe that fake fucking smile off your face
they continue to start a conversation and talk about all kinds of random stuff until we are all done eating. we put our plates away and I go to walk back upstairs but my dad calls my name, I turn around and look at him and he says
"hey can I talk to you for a second"
"um I guess" I say
"alright let's go to your room" he says
that sounds suspicious but I guess I don't have a choice
"um ok follow me" I say
we walk up to my room and he shuts the door, all of the sudden I get really anxious. I'm really scared he's gonna try and do something.
"so how is my baby girl?" he smirks
"and actually answer this time" he says with a stern look
"I'm fine nothing new" I reply
"come give me a hug I haven't seen you in forever" he smiles
"no thanks, I'm not a very lovey-dovey type of person" I say slowly backing away
"Please you know you missed your daddy" he slightly pouts
"your not my daddy and I will not call you that" I say
"if you aren't going to behave then I guess I'll have to punish you" he smirks with evil eyes. He grabs me by the throat and pushes me against the wall, I try to take his hands off but he just squeezes tighter choking me to the point where I can barely breathe. he smirks again and laughs "your such a crybaby" he says as tears fall down my face
"l-let g-go" I beg
"no you need to be punished" he grunts then pushes me onto the bed and holds me down, I'm sure we all know what happens next...
(i will not be writing details about what he's doing but you can imagine it if you want, I just don't feel comfortable writing it)
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he finally let's go and says "if you tell anyone about this your dead" he stares into my soul
I nod my head yes and he leaves and shuts the door. I let out a deep breath I didn't know I was holding and just lay there in silence.
"yeah I told her bye already, I'll see you soon" I hear him say from downstairs, a couple of seconds later the front door shuts and I just continue to lay there staring at the roof. I can't believe this is repeating all over again but worse.
