Love In The Midst Of The Storm (Squad Series #1)

CHAPTER 14

It was already 3:45 am nang maghiwalay kami ng daan ni Raven
I'm walking towards our gate when I noticed a familiar figure wearing a bomber jacket, jeans and cap leaning against the wall
Kahit hindi ko kita ang mukha ay kilalang kilala kona kung sino ito

Bigla syang napaalis sa pagkakasandal nya at sinalubong ako ng mahigpit na yakap

"Oh god! thanks you're safe" aniya saka humiwalay sa pagkakayakap at hinawakan ako sa balikat " I know what happened I'm sorry Zi I didn't notice your calls" nahihiyang sagot nya

I laughed sarcastically.

" Of course! you will never notice it because you're busy fvcking someone am I right?tell me Drake! Masarap ba?" bahagya akong lumayo ng kaunti at sinuntok sya sa dibdib
" Tell me!masarap ba? Kaya mas pinili mong hindi sagutin ang tawag ko!"sigaw at halos pumiyok na

Nanlaki ang mata nya at halatang hindi makapaniwala sa sagot ko

"Where did you get the idea that I'm fvcking someone?" depensa nya, He attempted to reach me

But I'll never let him touch me! I step back at tiningnan sya ng may pandidiri

"Don't come near me!nakakadiri ka!" hindi kona mapigilang sigaw

"Zi.. why are you so angry?" tanong nya

I slapped him without hesitation,halos matumba pa sya lakas ng pagkasampal ko

"Seriously?after you fvcked someone nakalimot kana?Drake Lala died
I will repeat! Lala DIED! what do you want me to do?mag party?" sigaw ko

Sunod sunod narin ang paglandas ng mga luha sa mga mata ko when I mentioned about Lala's death

I can't still accept it!

I want to hurt him! Gusto kong ilabas lahat ng ihananakit ko sa kanya, on how I disappointed at him! But I'm trying all my very best to stop myself
I don't want to be labeled as over reacting or immature!

"Sorry Zi..late kolang nalaman pero wag mong sanang isipin na I abandoned you
Ilang oras kitang hinanap halos lahat ng tambayan natin pinuntahan ko" malungkot nyang sagot habang nananatili paring nakayuko

I sighed.

Iniangat nya ang ulo nya at bahagyang napakunot ang noong pinag pasadahan ako ng tingin mula ulo hanggang paa

I cleared my throat, Nakaramdam ako ng kaunting hiya sa paraan nya ng pagtitig saakin
Aminado naman ako na I look wasted and haggard today

Mas lalong kumunot ang noo at nagsalubong ang kilay nya when his gaze stopped in my wrist
I tried to hide it pero hinablot nya lang ito

"You cut your wrist" mahihimigan ang pag aalala sa boses nya

I rolled my eyes.

"Stop stating the obvious!" sagot nya

May dinukot sya sa bulsa nya at binalatan ito,nang mabalatan ay saka nya ito idinikit sa tungki ng ilong ko

Oh it is a bandaid! Sana kaya ring ng band-aid na tapalan at pansamantalang alisin ang sakit hindi lang sa pisikal kundi emotional din

"Zi.. I'm begging you,paikusap oh!wag mo namang saktan ang sarili mo" aniya na halos mabitak pa ang boses

" You know what Drake? I'm disappointed at you!VERY disappointed! Minsan lang ako magkaganito! And you know that in this kind of state I really need you!"I harshly answered

Napabuntong hininga sya ng malalim sabay gulo ng buhok.

" Yeah! I even disappointed at myself! I promised Tita Yranella to take care of you" bahagya syang natawa ng may halong pagsisisi
Hinablot nya ang isa kong kamay na walang laslas saka ito itinapat sa dibdib nya
"I am a bad friend Zi! Hurt me!Punch me, slap me, or kicked me
I deserve it, I understand if you hate me" wika nya at pilit na hinahampas hampas ang sarili gamit ang hawak nyang kamay ko